dil se husul-e-zar ke sabhi zoam haT gae — Nasir Shahzad

"ik aks dil ke taT se be-ikhtiyaar phuTe jab chaand us nagar ki jhilon ke paar phuTe sadqa utaarne ko tere madhur nayan kaa ubhre kai sitaare ghunche hazaar phuTe vo aur main nadi ke naghmon pe bahti naav naav mein us ke mukh se ujlaa nikhaar phuTe kaanon mein ab bhi khankein gajre tire gajar-dam is ghar se jab dhuein kaa niilaa ghubaar phuTe mujh ko jhulaa rahe hain giton ke jhulne mein naghme jo paayalon ke sapnon ke dvaar phuTe us saanvle badan par mahkein khunuk savere un mast ankhDiyon se rangon ki phuvaar phuTe mat ro phir aaungaa main parbat pe tujh se milne jab barf-zaar pighle jab aabshaar phuTe"

"lahu mein saadh sat ko bhar rahaa huun koi hujra charaaghaan kar rahaa huun jhaTak kar dil se saare lobh laalach yahaan ban-baas mein behtar rahaa huun azaab-e-aakhirat ki baat aage itaab-e-zindagi se Dar rahaa huun miri pahchaan meraa gyaan hijrat sadaa ausaan mein be-ghar rahaa huun koi dekhe na aa kar daagh-e-hasrat badan par oDh kar chaadar rahaa huun mulavvis thaa main har be-rah-ravi mein magar ilzaam tujh par dhar rahaa huun taDapte tan ko miTTi par giraa kar sar-e-sahraa burida-sar rahaa huun darakte rang baadal khvaab khushbu samay ki saj se bahra-var rahaa huun Daraa huun tere khauf-e-be-bahaa se musalle par sar-e-mahshar rahaa huun tiri be-e'tinaai se gilaa kyaa main apne aap par dubhar rahaa huun"

"tu dard-e-taaza ke 'unvaan ki mahurat hai sakhi sakhi mujhe ab bhi tiri zarurat hai rakhun sanbhaal ke kab tak ye zindagi tujh bin tire milan kaa sabab hai na koi surat hai siDaul paanv subuk sohnaa sajal naanv nasha-taraaz-badan muhnaa madhurat hai yahi na tere liye koh kaaTe ban paaTe tujhe kuchh aur bhi mujh se koi kudurat hai"

"hasrat-e-ahd-e-vafaa baaqi hai teri aankhon mein hayaa baaqi hai baat mein kohna rivaayaat kaa lutf haath par rang-e-hinaa baaqi hai abhi haasil nahin zaalim ko davaam abhi duniyaa mein khudaa baaqi hai bujh gayaa gir ke khunuk aab mein chaand sath-e-dariyaa pe sadaa baaqi hai gopiyaan hi kisi gokul mein nahin bansiyon mein to navaa baaqi hai paanv ke niche sarakti hui khaak sar mein masnad ki havaa baaqi hai biich mein raat, bachan, biite milan oT mein jaltaa diyaa baaqi hai dekh ye chaand nadi phuul na jaa rut mein ras shab mein nasha baaqi hai"

"jal bhi milan ke kashT kaa thal bhi amiin thaa ye bhi kabhi tiri miri chaahat kaa scene thaa sochaa to duur the kai farsang us ke ang dekhaa to saamne vo sitaara-jabin thaa ik arsh thaa jhukaa huaa girne ko su-e-farsh ik jism-e-sad-shigaaf sar-e-sath-e-zin thaa faThon se ham-kanaar bayaabaan mein be-mazaar tu maani-e-mubin tu tashrih-e-din thaa din-sin the saajnaa ki girah mein bandhe hue pahlu mein priTmaa ke ye jivan rahin thaa jab ruuh thi barahna to phir jism par libaas zaahir thaa main to kis liye parda nashin thaa khinchaa to mauj-e-mil use bhinchaa to barg-e-gul vo kaanch se matin kiran se mahin thaa niche gagan ke nil-kanval khetiyon mein hal parbat piyaa ke bal miraa siina zamin thaa sadqon bhare sabaat the rassi mein chand haath neze pe ek sar ki saraapaa yaqin thaa"

"rabt bhi toDaa bani nit ki talab kaa base bhi patr bhi is ne likhe bheje mujhe sandes bhi chaukhaTaa dil kaa yahaan hai hu bahu tujh saa koi honT bhi aankhein bhi chhab Dhab bhi tujhi saa face bhi ziist ke path par nahin honaa thaa tujh mujh mein milaap har janam mein priit ne dekhe badal kar bhes bhi puut ki saaDi gulaabi aaftaabi jism par laT gundhi choTi ribbon shaanon pe sanvre kes bhi tujh se bichhDe gaanv chhoTaa shahr mein aakar base taj diye sab sangi-saathi tyaag Daalaa des bhi bas asaasa hai yahi ghar kaa yahi ghar ki mataaa sofa ik do bed kitaabein aur ik show kes bhi shaairi mein baazuon ke saath dil bhi shal huaa aakhirash majbur ho kar haar di ye race bhi niche in jharnon pe vaadi mein kise jaa kar milun sang ik sautan ke beri pi gae pardes bhi jaantaa thaa kaun jiite hain yahi kuchh dekhne dil pe sah leinge mohabbat mein birah ki Thes bhi"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"bahr-e-rang-e-daastaan rahne diyaa ik tajassus darmiyaan rahne diyaa ab zamin ban kar bichhaa jaataa hai vo main ne jis ko aasmaan rahne diyaa raushni aur khvaab saare hech the apni aankhon mein dhuaan rahne diyaa vo jagah raushan nahin hogi kabhi is mohabbat ko jahaan rahne diyaa maan ne maathaa chuum kar rukhsat kiyaa maamtaa kaa saaebaan rahne diyaa kul milaa ke ye hai raaz-e-tishnagi ham ne dil ko sargiraan rahne diyaa khud hami paamaal Thahre shauq se khush-gumaan ko khush-gumaan rahne diyaa"

"tere tasavvuraat se aage nahin gayaa ye dil tavahhumaat se aage nahin gayaa jo biich raah chhoD gayaa shukr hai vo shakhs meri tavaqqu'aat se aage nahin gayaa shaayad use pasand thiin jhuTi numaaishein lekin main dil ki baat se aage nahin gayaa jazbaat-e-dil ko vo bhi na kuchh Dhang de sakaa main bhi takallufaat se aage nahin gayaa tohfa bhi us ke vaaste kangan liyaa 'zarim' vallah main us ke haath se aage nahin gayaa"

"kisi ki mehrbaani ho gai hai ayaan dil ki kahaani ho gai hai hare mausam ki pahli khvaahishein uf khushi gham ki divaani ho gai hai sabhi afraad ghar ke so gae hain bahut lambi kahaani ho gai hai rivaayat kaa hai ab bhi sahar qaaem har ik jiddat puraani ho gai hai pas-e-chehra milaa ik aur chehra 'aqidat paani paani ho gai hai"

"aakhiri hal thaa yahi pesh-e-nazar jaane diyaa ek gahri saans li phir khvaab mar jaane diyaa saarbaanaa de gavaahi mujh ko pyaari thi anaa rakh liyaa zaad-e-safar aur ham-safar jaane diyaa hazrat-e-naaseh ki khush-uftaadgi pe daad hai khud jidhar se aae the sab ko udhar jaane diyaa is harim-e-naaz mein yuun be-mahaabaa guftugu kuchh bharam rakkhaa to hotaa tum ko gar jaane diyaa tujh ko rokaa jaa rahaa thaa raushni thi jab talak shaam ke Dhalte samay suraj ko ghar jaane diyaa aankh sapne dekhti thi aansuon se kyon bhari chaahti to puchh leti main magar jaane diyaa dostaa qismat na ho to koshishein bekaar hain sabr kaa paimaana ham ne khud hi bhar jaane diyaa dil musir thaa baarhaa kuchh jaanchne ko ruk gae aakhirash us ne hamein baar-e-digar jaane diyaa"

"aisaa to yahaan kuchh bhi nahin hadd-e-nazar tak ham ko to pahunchnaa thaa kisi khvaab-nagar tak ab paanv nahin raah mein dil thakne lagaa hai lekin hamein chalnaa to hai anjaam-e-safar tak ham shor bhi sunte hain samaaat se bahut kam aavaaz bhi jaati hai to bas hadd-e-nazar tak mumkin hai main ab sabr kaa ye peD giraa duun jab haath pahunchtaa hi nahin shaakh-e-samar tak ham apne hi mausam se parakhte hain jahaan ko maahaul kaa lete hi nahin koi asar tak main apne hi andar ki taraf chikh rahaa huun ab dekhiye jaati hai ye aavaaz kidhar tak"