go yaan na kisi ko aae afsos — Qayem Chaandpuri

"maalum kuchh huaa hi na dil kaa asar kahin aisaa gayaa ki pher na paai khabar kahin aalam mein hain asiir mohabbat ke har kahin lekin sitam kisu pe nahin is qadar kahin kholi thi chashm-did ko teri pa juun hubaab apne taiin main aap na aayaa nazar kahin juun ghuncha fikr jama na kar Tuk tu gul ko dekh qismat ki kho sake hai pareshaani zar kahin rahne do meri naash ko ho jaae taa-ghubaar le jaaegi uDaa ke nasim-e-sahar kahin masraf hai sab ye baalish-e-sayyaad kaa tire bismil na bhariyo khuun se tu baal-o-par kahin roti hai kyaa gulon ko tu shabnam idhar to dekh TukDe hai is tarah se kisi kaa jigar kahin kartaa thaa kal gali mein vo apni khiraam-e-naaz is mein jo aa ke paDti hai mujh par nazar kahin kahne lagaa ye dekh ke ahvaal ko mire bad-naam tu kisi ke taiin yaan na kar kahin kyaa hattiyaa tujhe yahin deni hai ai aziiz itnaa paDaa hai mulk-e-khudaa jaa ke mar kahin 'qaaem' ye faiz-e-sohbat-e-'saudaa' hai varna main tarhi ghazal se 'mir' ki aataa thaa bar kahin"

"dil paa ke us ki zulf mein aaraam rah gayaa darvesh jis jagah ki hui shaam rah gayaa jhagDe mein ham mabaadi ke yaan tak phanse ki aah maqsud thaa jo apne taiin kaam rah gayaa naa-pokhtagi kaa apni sabab us samar se puchh jaldi se baaghbaan ki vo jo khaam rah gayaa sayyaad tu to jaa, hai par us ki bhi kuchh khabar jo murgh-e-naa-tavaan ki tah-e-daam rah gayaa qismat to dekh TuuTi hai jaa kar kahaan kamand kuchh duur apne haath se jab baam rah gayaa maarein hain ham nagin-e-sulaimaan ko pusht-e-dast jab miT gayaa nishaan to go naam rah gayaa ne tujh pe vo bahaar rahi aur na yaan vo dil kahne ko nek-o-bad ke ik ilzaam rah gayaa mauquf kuchh kamaal pe yaan kaam-e-dil nahin mujh ko hi dekh lenaa ki naakaam rah gayaa 'qaaem' gae sab us ki zabaan se jo the rafiq ik be-hayaa main khaane ko dushnaam rah gayaa"

"chhoD maavaa-e-zaqan zulf-e-pareshaan mein phansaa misl-e-yusuf main nikal chaah se zindaan mein phansaa sail-e-ashk aaj ruki aankh se girte hi magar phir kai lakht-e-jigar dida-e-giryaan mein phansaa kuchh bhi vaqfa ho to gulshan se le aaein sayyaad rah gayaa hai dil-e-gham-kash gul o raihaan mein phansaa khinch daaman rakhein ham yaar ko kis tarah ki haath ek to dil pe hai aur ek garebaan mein phansaa ai ki chaahe hai tu divaan ko 'qaaem' ke to dekh kahin hogaa kisi khummaar ki dukkaan mein phansaa"

"taa-chand sukhan-saazi-e-nairang-e-kharaabaat yaan qasd-e-kharaabi hai na aahang-e-kharaabaat aa dil mein ki is dar pe jo baiThaa hai phir un ne farsakh gine kaaba ke na farsang-e-kharaabaat dekhein to tiri dhuum Tuk ai shorish-e-masti phir aaj sar o siina hai aur sang-e-kharaabaat tashbih main jis dil ko na di kaaba se so dil ab ishq-e-mai-o-mugh se hai ham-rang-e-kharaabaat ai ghuncha-dahan bas lab-e-mai-gun ko tanik muund dil tang kahaan tak ho dil-e-tang-e-kharaabaat sau sar kaa jo ho aae to maqbul nahin yaan khaai nahin jis rind ne sarchang-e-kharaabaat kis naam se 'qaaem' main tujhe kah tu pukaarun ai aar-e-dar-e-masjid o ai nang-e-kharaabaat"

"juun ibrat-e-kor jalva-gar huun albatta kuchh huun main par kidhar huun juun shisha bharaa huun mai se lekin masti se main apni be-khabar huun jo kahiye so yaan se hai farautar kyaa jaane main kis maqaam par huun ai sabr tanik tu rah ki tujh se do-chaar qadam main peshtar huun chal daaman o aastin tujhe kyaa lab-khushk huun yaa main chashm-tar huun ai bakht-e-said teri daulat ik yumn-e-qadam se huun jidhar huun parvaane ki shab ki shaam huun main yaa roz ki shama ki sahar huun ji maange hai khush-dili ko 'qaaem' tu baiTh ke ro main nauhagar huun"

"yunhi ranjish ho aur gilaa bhi yunhi ho je har baat par khafaa bhi yunhi kuchh na ham ko hi bhaa gayaa ye taur vaaqai ye ki hai mazaa bhi yunhi said-e-kanjashk se na haath uThaa aa ke phans jaae hai humaa bhi yunhi juun ujaaDaa tu ghar miraa ai ishq khaana viraan ho tiraa bhi yunhi kyuun na rouun main dekh khanda-e-gul ki hanse thaa vo bevafaa bhi yunhi ab talak meri ziist ne ki vafaa bas main dekhi tiri jafaa bhi yunhi mas-e-dil ko diyaa kar apne gudaaz haath chaDh jaa hai kimiyaa bhi yunhi ye kahaan aur vo gul kidhar 'qaaem' ik havaa baandhe hai sabaa bhi yunhi"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"bahr-e-rang-e-daastaan rahne diyaa ik tajassus darmiyaan rahne diyaa ab zamin ban kar bichhaa jaataa hai vo main ne jis ko aasmaan rahne diyaa raushni aur khvaab saare hech the apni aankhon mein dhuaan rahne diyaa vo jagah raushan nahin hogi kabhi is mohabbat ko jahaan rahne diyaa maan ne maathaa chuum kar rukhsat kiyaa maamtaa kaa saaebaan rahne diyaa kul milaa ke ye hai raaz-e-tishnagi ham ne dil ko sargiraan rahne diyaa khud hami paamaal Thahre shauq se khush-gumaan ko khush-gumaan rahne diyaa"

"tere tasavvuraat se aage nahin gayaa ye dil tavahhumaat se aage nahin gayaa jo biich raah chhoD gayaa shukr hai vo shakhs meri tavaqqu'aat se aage nahin gayaa shaayad use pasand thiin jhuTi numaaishein lekin main dil ki baat se aage nahin gayaa jazbaat-e-dil ko vo bhi na kuchh Dhang de sakaa main bhi takallufaat se aage nahin gayaa tohfa bhi us ke vaaste kangan liyaa 'zarim' vallah main us ke haath se aage nahin gayaa"

"kisi ki mehrbaani ho gai hai ayaan dil ki kahaani ho gai hai hare mausam ki pahli khvaahishein uf khushi gham ki divaani ho gai hai sabhi afraad ghar ke so gae hain bahut lambi kahaani ho gai hai rivaayat kaa hai ab bhi sahar qaaem har ik jiddat puraani ho gai hai pas-e-chehra milaa ik aur chehra 'aqidat paani paani ho gai hai"

"aakhiri hal thaa yahi pesh-e-nazar jaane diyaa ek gahri saans li phir khvaab mar jaane diyaa saarbaanaa de gavaahi mujh ko pyaari thi anaa rakh liyaa zaad-e-safar aur ham-safar jaane diyaa hazrat-e-naaseh ki khush-uftaadgi pe daad hai khud jidhar se aae the sab ko udhar jaane diyaa is harim-e-naaz mein yuun be-mahaabaa guftugu kuchh bharam rakkhaa to hotaa tum ko gar jaane diyaa tujh ko rokaa jaa rahaa thaa raushni thi jab talak shaam ke Dhalte samay suraj ko ghar jaane diyaa aankh sapne dekhti thi aansuon se kyon bhari chaahti to puchh leti main magar jaane diyaa dostaa qismat na ho to koshishein bekaar hain sabr kaa paimaana ham ne khud hi bhar jaane diyaa dil musir thaa baarhaa kuchh jaanchne ko ruk gae aakhirash us ne hamein baar-e-digar jaane diyaa"

"aisaa to yahaan kuchh bhi nahin hadd-e-nazar tak ham ko to pahunchnaa thaa kisi khvaab-nagar tak ab paanv nahin raah mein dil thakne lagaa hai lekin hamein chalnaa to hai anjaam-e-safar tak ham shor bhi sunte hain samaaat se bahut kam aavaaz bhi jaati hai to bas hadd-e-nazar tak mumkin hai main ab sabr kaa ye peD giraa duun jab haath pahunchtaa hi nahin shaakh-e-samar tak ham apne hi mausam se parakhte hain jahaan ko maahaul kaa lete hi nahin koi asar tak main apne hi andar ki taraf chikh rahaa huun ab dekhiye jaati hai ye aavaaz kidhar tak"