kyaa roz-e-hashr duun tujhe ai daad-gar javaab — Ahmad Husain Mail

"samajh ke huur baDe naaz se lagaai choT jo us ne aaina dekhaa to khud hi khaai choT nazar laDi jo nazar se to dil par aai choT gire kalim sar-e-tur aisi khaai choT labon pe ban gai missi jo dil par aai choT jagah badal ke lagi karne khud-numaai choT baDe dimaagh se maaraa nazar se jab maaraa baDe ghurur se aai jo dil par aai choT kisi kaa tuur pe niklaa hai haath parde se baDaa mazaa ho kare gar tiri kalaai choT ye dauD-dhup laDakpan ki yak qayaamat hai ki Thokaron se qayaamat ne khuub khaai choT abhi uThi na thi nichi nigaah zaalim ki taDap ke dil ne kahaa vo jigar pe aai choT jo aae hashr mein vo sab ko maarte aae jidhar nigaah phiri choT par lagaai choT jo dil kaa aaina mal mal ke ham ne saaf kiyaa phisal phisal ke tumhaari nazar ne khaai choT cluff nahin hai nishaan hai ye chaand-maari kaa hamaare chaand ne lo chaand par lagaai choT ghash aa rahaa hai mujhe zikr-e-lan-taraani se lagi hai dil pe mire lo suni-sunaai choT rukeinge kyaa kaf-e-gustaakh dast-e-rangin se kahin na khaae tiraa panja-e-hinaai choT dil-o-jigar ko bataa kar vo loTnaa meraa vo puchhnaa tiraa kis kis jagah par aai choT mariz-e-hijr ye samjhaa jo chamki charkh pe barq ye aag seinkne laai shab-e-judaai choT uThe taDap ke uThe to gire gire to mare phaDak ke rah gae vo choT par lagaai choT paDegi aah jo meri khuleinge band-e-qabaa shab-e-visaal karegi girah-kushaai choT giraa huun khuld se lanka mein pahle tuur pe baad jahaan jahaan main gayaa saath saath aai choT vo jhaank jhaank ke laDte hain mujh se ye kah kar jo ham ne vaar kiyaa tum ne kyuun bachaai choT jo dard dil mein uThaa un ki yaad khich aai dikhaati hai asar-e-jazb-e-kahrubaai choT uThaa uThaa ke dil-e-muztarib ne de Tapkaa giraa giraa ke mujhe choT par lagaai choT nigaah-e-shokh se jis dam nigaah-e-shauq laDi baDaa hi lutf rahaa ye gai vo aai choT lagaai us ne jo Thokar to ji uThaa 'maail' nikal ke jaan phir aai kuchh aisi khaai choT"

"qibla-e-aab-o-gil tumhin to ho kaaba-e-jaan-o-dil tumhin to ho laa-makaan duur dil bahut nazdik munfasil muttasil tumhin to ho mere pahlu mein dil na kyuun ho khush dil ke pahlu mein dil tumhin to ho tum se mil kar khajil hamin to hain ham se chhuT kar khajil tumhin to ho dil ki sakhti kaa hai gila tum se jis ne rakkhi ye sil tumhin to ho jiite ji mujh ko maar Daalo tum maalik jaan-o-dil tumhin to ho tum ko 'maail' bahut hai sharm-e-gunaah raat-din munfail tumhin to ho"

"vo paara huun main jo aag mein huun vo barq huun jo sahaab mein huun zamin pe bhi iztiraab mein huun falak pe bhi iztiraab mein huun na main havaa mein na khaak mein huun na aag mein huun na aab mein huun shumaar meraa nahin kisi mein agarche main bhi hisaab mein huun agarche paani ki mauj ban kar hamesha main pech-o-taab mein huun vahi huun qatra vahi huun dariyaa jo ain chashm-e-habaab mein huun sulaayaa kis ne gale lagaa kar ki suur bhi thak gayaa jagaa kar bapaa hai aalam mein shor-e-mahshar mujhe jo dekho to khvaab mein huun mazaa hai saaqi tire karam se zuhur meraa hai tere dam se vo baada huun jo huun mai-kade mein vo nashsha huun jo sharaab mein huun ilaahi vo gore gore talve kahin na ho jaaein mujh se maile ki khaak ban kar ba-rang-e-surma hamesha chashm-e-rikaab mein huun jo bhes apnaa badal ke aayaa to rang-e-itlaaq munh se dhoyaa kiyaa hai paani mein qaid mujh ko havaa ki surat habaab mein huun ghazab hai josh-e-zuhur teraa pukaartaa hai ye nuur teraa khudaa ne andhaa kiyaa hai jis ko usi ke aage hijaab mein huun hui hai donon ki ek haalat na chain us ko na chain mujh ko udhar vo hai mahv shokhiyon mein idhar jo main iztiraab mein huun ilaahi mujh par karam ho teraa na khol aamaal-naama meraa pukaartaa hai ye khatt-e-qismat ki main bhi fard-e-hisaab mein huun dimaagh mein huun qadah-kashon ke dahan mein aayaa huun mah-vashon ke nasha vo huun jo sharaab mein huun mazaa vo huun jo kabaab mein huun vo apnaa chehraa agar dikhaae yaqin andhon ko khaak aae pukaarti hai ye be-hijaabi ki main azal se hijaab mein huun alaahada kar ke khud se mujh ko jo tu ne bakhshaa to khaak bakhshaa agarche jannat mujhe mili hai ilaahi phir bhi azaab mein huun hujum nazron kaa hai vo munh par diyaa hai dono ko jis ne dhokaa yaqin ye mujh ko paDaa hai pardaa gumaan ye un ko naqaab mein huun jo mujh ko us se judaa karoge to meraa nuqsaan kyaa karoge nahin huun maanind-e-sifr kuchh bhi agarche main bhi hisaab mein huun na aayaa mar kar bhi chain mujh ko uThaa miri khaak se bagulaa buton kaa gesu to main nahin huun ilaahi kyuun pech-o-taab mein huun jo haal puchho to ik kahaani nishaan puchho to be-nishaani vo zarra huun jo miTaa huaa huun agarche main aaftaab mein huun miTaa agarche mazaar meraa chhuTaa na vo shahsavaar meraa pukaartaa hai ghubaar meraa ki main bhi haazir rikaab mein huun karam ki 'maail' pe bhi nazar ho nazar mein phir chulbulaa asar ho azal se ummid-vaar main bhi ilaahi teri janaab mein huun"

"shab-e-maah mein jo palang par mire saath soe to kyaa hue kabhi lipTe ban ke vo chaandni kabhi chaand ban ke judaa hue hue vaqt-e-aakhiri mehrbaan dam-e-avvalin jo khafaa hue vo abad mein aa ke gale mile jo azal mein ham se judaa hue ye ilaahi kaisaa ghazab huaa vo samaae mujh mein to kyaa hue miraa dil bane to taDap gae miraa sar bane to judaa hue chale saath saath qadam qadam koi ye na samjhaa ki hain baham kabhi dhuup ban ke lipaT gae kabhi saaya ban ke judaa hue abhi hain zamaane se be-khabar rakhaa haath rakkhe ye laash par uTho bas uTho kahaa maan lo miri kyaa khataa jo khafaa hue hain ajiib murgh-e-shikasta-par na chaman mein ghar na qafas mein ghar jo gire to saaya hain khaak par jo uThe to mauj-e-havaa hue vo araq araq hue jis ghaDi mujhe umr-e-khizr ataa hui shab-e-vasl qatre pasine ke mire haq mein aab-e-baqaa hue kabhi shakl-e-aaina ru-ba-ru kabhi tuuti aur kabhi guftugu kabhi shakhs ban ke gale mile kabhi aks ban ke judaa hue na tajalliyaan hain na garmiyaan na sharaartein hain na phurtiyaan hama-tan the din ko to shokhiyaan hama-tan vo shab ko hayaa hue mire naale hain ki azal abad tire ishve hain ki lab-e-masih vahaan kun kaa ghalghala vo bane yahaan qum ki ye jo sadaa hue gire zaat mein to hai jumla-ust uThe jab sifat mein hama-az-dast kahaa kaun ho to mile rahe kahaa naam kyaa to judaa hue kiye us ne bazm mein shoabde mali mehndi haath pe shama ke jo patange raat ko jal gae vo tamaam murgh-e-hinaa hue mire dil ke dekho to valvale ki har ek rang mein jaa mili jo ghaTe to un kaa dahan bane jo baDhe to arz-o-samaa hue vahi farsh-o-arsh-nashin rahe hue naam alag jo kahin rahe gae dair mein to sanam bane gae laa-makaan to khudaa hue jo tasavvur un kaa judaa huaa dil be-khabar ne ye di sadaa abhi ham-baghal the kidhar gae abhi god mein the vo kyaa hue kabhi sozishein kabhi aafatein kabhi ranjishein kabhi raahatein milin chaar ham ko ye neamatein tire ishq mein jo fanaa hue hamein shauq ye ki ho ek taur use zauq ye ki ho shakl aur bane aag to bujhe aab mein mile khaak mein to havaa hue gae sar se jabki vo taa-kamar to alif idhar kaa huaa udhar tiraa joDaa khulte hi baal sab pas-e-pusht aa ke balaa hue koi dab gayaa koi mar gayaa koi pis gayaa koi miT gayaa tire ishve se jab se falak bane tire ghamze jab se qazaa hue mujhe gudgudi se ghash aa gayaa to hilaa ke shaana yahi kahaa abhi hanste the abhi mar gae abhi kyaa the tum abhi kyaa hue kaho kaafiron se karein khushi ki ye masala hai tanaasukhi mire naale khaak mein jab mile to subu ke dast-e-duaa hue pas-e-vasl ham jo sarak gae to vo khilkhilaa ke phaDak gae kahaa shokhiyon ne chalo haTo ki huzur tum se khafaa hue tumhein log kahte hain naujavaan ki ho biis tiis ke darmiyaan kaho mujh se 'maail'-e-khush-bayaan vo tumhaare valvale kyaa hue"

"vo but pari hai nikaalein na baal-o-par taaviz hain donon baazu pe is ke idhar udhar taaviz vo ham nahin jo hon divaane aise kaamon se kise pilaate ho paani mein ghol kar taaviz uThegaa phir na kaleje mein miThaa miThaa dard agar likhe mire dil par tiri nazar taaviz kahaan vo log ki jin ke amal kaa shohraa thaa kuchh is zamaane mein rakhtaa nahin asar taaviz pilaayaa saanp ko paani jo man nikaal liyaa nahaane baiThe hain choTi se khol kar taaviz vahaan gayaa jo koi dil hi bhuul kar aayaa rakhe hain gaaD ke us ne idhar udhar taaviz pas-e-fanaa bhi mohabbat kaa silsila na miTaa tire gale mein hai aur meri qabr par taaviz ye bhed hai ki na murde Darein farishton se banaa ke qabr banaate hain qabr par taaviz ye kyaa ki zulf mein rakkhaa hai baandh kar miraa dil use bhi ghol ke pi jaao jaan kar taaviz jo chaand se hain badan hain vo chaand taaron mein gulon mein haikalein haikal ke taa-kamar taaviz hue hain hazrat-e-'maail' bhi dil mein ab qaail kuchh aisaa likhti hai ai jaan tiri nazar taaviz"

"khaDe hain muusaa uThaao pardaa dikhaao tum aab-o-taab-e-aariz hijaab kyuun hai ki khud tajalli bani hui hai hijaab-e-aariz na ruk sakegi ziyaa-e-aariz jo sadd-e-rah ho naqaab-e-aariz vo hogi be-parda rakh ke pardaa ghazab ki chanchal hai taab-e-aariz chhupaa na munh donon haath se yuun taDapti hai barq-e-taab-e-aariz lagaa na de aag ungliyon mein ye garmi-e-iztiraab-e-aariz jo un ko lipTaa ke gaal chumaa hayaa se aane lagaa pasina hui hai boson ki garm bhaTTi khinche na kyuun kar sharaab-e-aariz pari jo dekhe kahe taDap kar jo huur dekhe kahe phaDak kar tumhaaraa gesu javaab-e-gesu tumhaaraa 'aariz javaab-e-aariz huzur ghunghaT uThaa ke aaein baDi chamak kis mein hai dikhaaein idhar rahe aaftaab-e-mahshar udhar rahe aaftaab-e-aariz chhupaanaa kyaa ek kaa thaa manzur aaj tak hain jo chaar mashhur zabur tauret mushaf injil paanchvin hai kitaab-e-aariz na kyuun ho daa'vaa baraabari kaa vahaan milaa til yahaan suvaidaa ye nuqta-e-intikhaab-e-aariz hai vo nuqta-e-intikhaab-e-aariz paDaa huun ghash mein mujhe sunghaa do pasina chehre kaa zulf ki bu nahin hai kam lakhlakhe se mujh ko ye mushk-e-gesu gulaab-e-aariz jo shoala-ru munh chhupaa ke niklaa dhuaan sar-e-raah kuchh kuchh uTThaa lagi vo aatish bane hai jal kar naqaab-e-aariz kabaab-e-aariz na jhepo subh-e-visaal dekho tum aankh se aankh to milaao liye hain gin gin ke main ne bose zabaan par hai hisaab-e-aariz karo na ghusse se laal chehraa bhavon mein Daalo na bal khudaaraa nahin majaal-e-jalaal-e-abru nahin hai taab-e-itaab-e-aariz jo gaal par gaal ham rakheinge shab-e-visaal un ke haath uTheinge tamaanche maareinge pyaar se vo bajeingge chang-o-rubaab-e-aariz kamar ko gardan ko dast-o-lab ko visaal mein lutf de rahaa hai shabaab-e-zaanu shabaab-e-baazu shabaab-e-sina shabaab-e-aariz janaab-e-'maail' ye kudak-e-dil buton ki ulfat mein hogaa kaamil paDhaao quraan ke badle is ko bayaaz-e-gardan kitaab-e-aariz"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"bahr-e-rang-e-daastaan rahne diyaa ik tajassus darmiyaan rahne diyaa ab zamin ban kar bichhaa jaataa hai vo main ne jis ko aasmaan rahne diyaa raushni aur khvaab saare hech the apni aankhon mein dhuaan rahne diyaa vo jagah raushan nahin hogi kabhi is mohabbat ko jahaan rahne diyaa maan ne maathaa chuum kar rukhsat kiyaa maamtaa kaa saaebaan rahne diyaa kul milaa ke ye hai raaz-e-tishnagi ham ne dil ko sargiraan rahne diyaa khud hami paamaal Thahre shauq se khush-gumaan ko khush-gumaan rahne diyaa"

"tere tasavvuraat se aage nahin gayaa ye dil tavahhumaat se aage nahin gayaa jo biich raah chhoD gayaa shukr hai vo shakhs meri tavaqqu'aat se aage nahin gayaa shaayad use pasand thiin jhuTi numaaishein lekin main dil ki baat se aage nahin gayaa jazbaat-e-dil ko vo bhi na kuchh Dhang de sakaa main bhi takallufaat se aage nahin gayaa tohfa bhi us ke vaaste kangan liyaa 'zarim' vallah main us ke haath se aage nahin gayaa"

"kisi ki mehrbaani ho gai hai ayaan dil ki kahaani ho gai hai hare mausam ki pahli khvaahishein uf khushi gham ki divaani ho gai hai sabhi afraad ghar ke so gae hain bahut lambi kahaani ho gai hai rivaayat kaa hai ab bhi sahar qaaem har ik jiddat puraani ho gai hai pas-e-chehra milaa ik aur chehra 'aqidat paani paani ho gai hai"

"aakhiri hal thaa yahi pesh-e-nazar jaane diyaa ek gahri saans li phir khvaab mar jaane diyaa saarbaanaa de gavaahi mujh ko pyaari thi anaa rakh liyaa zaad-e-safar aur ham-safar jaane diyaa hazrat-e-naaseh ki khush-uftaadgi pe daad hai khud jidhar se aae the sab ko udhar jaane diyaa is harim-e-naaz mein yuun be-mahaabaa guftugu kuchh bharam rakkhaa to hotaa tum ko gar jaane diyaa tujh ko rokaa jaa rahaa thaa raushni thi jab talak shaam ke Dhalte samay suraj ko ghar jaane diyaa aankh sapne dekhti thi aansuon se kyon bhari chaahti to puchh leti main magar jaane diyaa dostaa qismat na ho to koshishein bekaar hain sabr kaa paimaana ham ne khud hi bhar jaane diyaa dil musir thaa baarhaa kuchh jaanchne ko ruk gae aakhirash us ne hamein baar-e-digar jaane diyaa"

"aisaa to yahaan kuchh bhi nahin hadd-e-nazar tak ham ko to pahunchnaa thaa kisi khvaab-nagar tak ab paanv nahin raah mein dil thakne lagaa hai lekin hamein chalnaa to hai anjaam-e-safar tak ham shor bhi sunte hain samaaat se bahut kam aavaaz bhi jaati hai to bas hadd-e-nazar tak mumkin hai main ab sabr kaa ye peD giraa duun jab haath pahunchtaa hi nahin shaakh-e-samar tak ham apne hi mausam se parakhte hain jahaan ko maahaul kaa lete hi nahin koi asar tak main apne hi andar ki taraf chikh rahaa huun ab dekhiye jaati hai ye aavaaz kidhar tak"