Rafia Shabnam Abidi

khud-kushi qatl-e-ana tark-e-tamanna bairag
zindagi tere nazar aane lage hal kitne

kis saliqe se khayalon ko zaban de de kar
mujh ko us shakhs ne baton men laga.e rakha

mujhe to yaad hai ab tak vo kya zamana tha
tire javab ka mausam mire saval ke din

miri baten hamesha hi tumhen yunhi si lagti hain to mat sunna
magar kuchh ho hi jaa.e to na pachhtao na ghabrao kaha tha na

sab se baDa ye jurm tha mera isi liye badnam hui
saari duniya jahan giri thi usi moD par sanbhli main

koi shahna.i se kah do zara khamosh rahe
shor achchha nahin lagta mujhe baraton ka

mujhe to yaad hai ab tak vo kyaa zamaana thaa
tire javaab kaa mausam mire savaal ke din

miri baatein hamesha hi tumhein yunhi si lagti hain to mat sunnaa
magar kuchh ho hi jaae to na pachhtaao na ghabraao kahaa thaa naa

khud-kushi qatl-e-anaa tark-e-tamannaa bairaag
zindagi tere nazar aane lage hal kitne

kis saliqe se khayaalon ko zabaan de de kar
mujh ko us shakhs ne baaton mein lagaae rakhaa

sab se baDaa ye jurm thaa meraa isi liye badnaam hui
saari duniyaa jahaan giri thi usi moD par sanbhli main

koi shahnaai se kah do zaraa khaamosh rahe
shor achchhaa nahin lagtaa mujhe baaraaton kaa