kab talak istikhaara karein — Abdurrahman Momin

"mujhe kisi ne bataayaa khudaa hai mere saath main kyaa bataaun use aur kyaa hai mere saath tujhe yaqin nahin aaegaa par haqiqat hai ye tu nahin hai koi dusraa hai mere saath ye mushkilaat bhi ab mere saath rahti hain ye jaanti hain ki mushkil-kushaa hai mere saath main kyaa bataaun tujhe yaad kyaa dilaaun tujhe tu jaantaa hai jo tu ne kiyaa hai mere saath agar vafaa ko bataaun vafaa bhi chikh paDe vafaa ke naam pe jo kuchh huaa hai mere saath sitam to ye hai ki main ne use bhi chhoD diyaa jo sab ko chhoD ke tanhaa khaDaa hai mere saath kisi se koi shikaayat nahin mujhe 'momin' jo honaa chaahiye vo ho rahaa hai mere saath"

"zamaane ko zamaane ki paDi hai hamein vaada nibhaane ki paDi hai ye duniyaa chaand par pahunchi hui hai tujhe lahore jaane ki paDi hai zaraa dekho idhar main jal rahaa huun tumhein aansu chhupaane ki paDi hai fasaana hi haqiqat ban gayaa hai haqiqat ko fasaane ki paDi hai abhi jo sher likkhaa bhi nahin hai abhi se vo sunaane ki paDi hai tire mehmaan vaapas jaa rahe hain tujhe mehmaan-khaane ki paDi hai vo tere dil mein aa baiThaa hai 'momin' tujhe divaar Dhaane ki paDi hai"

"tu agar meraa tazkira karegaa jhuuT bolegaa aur kyaa karegaa khud ko tu jaantaa nahin shaayad tu samajhtaa hai sab khudaa karegaa zakhm khaa kar bhi jo duaaein de kaun us kaa muqaabla karegaa kyaa use yaad bhi na aaungaa kyaa mujhe yaad vo kiyaa karegaa phir kahaan mil sakegaa vo mujh se jo mujhe aap se judaa karegaa apni jhuTi anaa ki khaatir to jaane kis kis se raabta karegaa dil hi aisaa hai baa-vafaa 'momin' bevafaa se bhi jo vafaa karegaa"

"main ne jab khvaab nahin dekhaa thaa tujh ko betaab nahin dekhaa thaa us ne simaab kahaa thaa mujh ko main ne simaab nahin dekhaa thaa hijr kaa baab hi kaafi thaa hamein vasl kaa baab nahin dekhaa thaa chaand mein tu nazar aayaa thaa mujhe main ne mahtaab nahin dekhaa thaa vo jo naayaab huaa jaataa hai us ko kamyaab nahin dekhaa thaa ek machhli hi nazar aai mujhe main ne taalaab nahin dekhaa thaa"

"dil denaa mushkil hotaa hai dil kaa bhi ik dil hotaa hai ham hote hain jab mahfil mein tu jaan-e-mahfil hotaa hai mauj mein aa kar sahraa bolaa mujh mein bhi saahil hotaa hai jis raste mein tum mil jaao vo rasta manzil hotaa hai dekh mujhe sab dekh rahe hain tu hi kyuun ghaafil hotaa hai koi nazar ho yaa khanjar ho qaatil to qaatil hotaa hai 'momin' tere chup hone se ik aalam saail hotaa hai"

"yaqin kaun karegaa gumaan pe aayaa huun main apne aap se chhup kar yahaan pe aayaa huun mujhe bhi aql pareshaan karti rahti hai nahin nahin se guzar kar main haan pe aayaa huun mujhe vo dekh ke hairaan kyuun nahin hogaa zamin oDh ke main aasmaan pe aayaa huun ye baat tu hi bataa kis tarah bataaun tujhe main dil ke raaste teri zabaan pe aayaa huun na jaane kab se nahin mil sakaa huun main khud se main khud se milne tire aastaan pe aayaa huun ye iztiraab haqiqat mein iztiraab nahin khushi khushi main is aah-o-fughaan pe aayaa huun mujhe talaash na kar tu yahaan vahaan 'momin' nazar uThaa ki tire khvaab-daan pe aayaa huun"

"vo mujhe zindagi bataataa hai phir bhalaa kyon nazar churaataa hai main usi ko uThaa rahaa thaa par vo mujhe hi faqat giraataa hai yaad us ko kiyaa yahaan main ne par mujhe vo vahaan bhulaataa hai raaz saare bataa diye main ne kyon magar raaz vo chhupaataa hai log masruf hain mohabbat mein aur vo dil miraa dukhaataa hai"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"Tuut kar ab sanvar gayaa huun main is tarah se bikhar gayaa huun main jo tire naam ki gali hai vo us gali se guzar gayaa huun main yaadein teri sameT laayaa huun aaj jab se udhar gayaa huun main khud mukarnaa sikhaa diyaa us ne phir kahaa ki mukar gayaa huun main kal talak jo na kar sakaa thaa main aaj vo kaam kar gayaa huun main yuun kahin main nahin Thahartaa par tere dar par Thahar gayaa huun main"

"bistar-e-karb pe jab niind jalaai main ne tab kisi khvaab ki buniyaad uThaai main ne zakhm aise the ki har shakhs ke aage rakkhe baat aisi thi ki khud se bhi chhupaai main ne hurmat-e-gham ke liye khud ko aziyyat bakhshi phir usi dard se taskin bhi paai main ne main ne zakhmon ko kuredaa unhein taaza rakkhaa tab kahin dasht mein ki naghma-saraai main ne apni khiDki se yunhi khud ko pukaaraa kal shab aur phir khud ko vo aavaaz sunaai main ne jaane vaale se rag-e-jaan kaa bhi rishta thaa 'samir' ye samajhne mein bahut der lagaai main ne"

"zindagi dushvaar hogi ye kabhi sochaa na thaa vo bagule gham ke uTThe jin kaa andesha na thaa saamne tum aa gae ho to bataa duun jaan-e-jaan jaise dil dhaDkaa thaa ab ki vaise dil dhaDkaa na thaa ye iraada kar liyaa thaa ham na bichhDeinge kabhi TuTeinge ik pal mein rishte ye kabhi sochaa na thaa yaad-e-maazi miT rahi hai vaqt ki raftaar se ab tasavvur mein hamaare koi bhi chehra na thaa sakht hairat ho rahi hai dekh kar apnaa vajud dhuup mein the sab ke saaye par miraa saayaa na thaa shauq-e-manzil dekh meri dekh meraa hausla shahr-e-dil ke raaston mein main kabhi Thahraa na thaa 'qalb' ko sahraa-navardi raas kyaa aati bhalaa vo kabhi aavaargi mein dar-ba-dar bhaTkaa na thaa"

"jahaan-e-dard-o-gham hai aur main huun tiraa naqsh-e-qadam hai aur main huun kisi ki aankh nam hai aur main huun vufur-e-shauq kam hai aur main huun mujhe hai daulat-e-kaunain haasil mire rab kaa karam hai aur main huun main apne aap ko pahchaantaa huun miraa apnaa bharam hai aur main huun yahi kyaa kam hai duniyaa-e-vafaa mein mujhe ehsaas-e-gham hai aur main huun kisi ki yaad kaa ehsaan hai mujh par sukun-e-dil baham hai aur main huun mujhe 'mahmud' koi Dar nahin hai miraa apnaa qalam hai aur main huun"