lan-taraani kaa bataane ke liye raaz mujhe — Abr Ahsani Ganauri

"vahshat-zadon ki kitni dilchasp hain adaaein kuchh der khuun roein kuchh der muskuraaein hairaan hain kidhar ham bahr-e-talaash jaaein aati hain har taraf se un ki hi ab sadaaein gunji huiin hain mere naalon se ye fazaaein yaa kaali kaali raatein karti hain saaein saaein us vaqt khaas rahrav himmat na haar jaaein manzil qarib samjhein jab paanv Dagmagaaein ye dekhnaa hai mujh par kyaa bijliyaan giraaein badli to hain havaaein uTThi to hain ghaTaaein uf sharmgin nigaahein baarbaad-kun adaaein ye nimche kisi ke dil mein na Duub jaaein ab hichkiyaan bani hain rukh nazaa mein badal kar maayus aarzuein naakaam iltijaaein dil ki tabaahiyon par masrur hone vaale dil hi na ho to tere jalve kahaan samaaein pahle hi sochte tum aahon kaa ab gila kyaa jo bandh gaiin havaaein vo bandh gaiin havaaein main lafz-e-dost sun kar Dartaa huun dil hi dil mein vo mujh se 'abr' ki hain ahbaab ne daghaaein"

"fariyaad hai ki meri nazar se nihaan rahe aur jalva-rez aap makaan-dar-makaan rahe ghar-e-be-nishaan qafas se rihaai chaman mein barq is bebasi ke daur mein koi kahaan rahe rudaad apne ishq ki gunge kaa khvaab thaa taa-zist apne raaz ke khud raazdaan rahe tum kyon udaas ho gae maidaan-e-hashr mein kah do to dil ki dil mein miri daastaan rahe manzil thi duur raah thi gham khud shikasta-paa shauq-e-talab bataa to sahi ham kahaan rahe duniyaa ho 'abr' yaa vo adam ho ki bazm-e-hashr un ki hi justuju mein rahe ham jahaan rahe"

"qaidiyon mein na kare zikr-e-gulistaan koi le ke uD jaae na gulzaar mein zindaan koi daagh-haa-e-dil-e-viraan pe taajjub na karo bas bhi jaataa hai kisi vaqt bayaabaan koi shaayad is baat pe lab mere siye jaate hain aah ke saath nikal jaae na armaan koi shiddat-e-dard ne fitrat hi badal di dil ki naala ho jaataa hai bantaa hai jo armaan koi sakhti-e-raah-e-talab dekh ke ji chhuT gayaa 'abr' vo chhoD chalaa jaada-e-irfaan koi"

"sau zulmatein hai ishq-e-pareshaan liye hue aa jaao mashal-e-rukh-e-taabaan liye hue har mauj be-kharaash thi dariyaa-e-husn ki aanaa paDaa talaatum-e-armaan liye hue dast-e-junun ko chheD na ghairat-dah-e-bahaar daaman se jaa mile na garebaan liye hue baDh jaae aur arsa-e-mehshar zaruratan aayaa huun saath kasrat-e-isyaan liye hue ik sarmadi hayaat gale mil ke di gai thi tegh-e-naaz chashma-e-haivaan liye hue dete rahe vo husn ko dars-e-jamaal-e-tur baiThaa rahaa main dida-e-hairaan liye hue aataa hai kaun hashr mein ye jhumtaa huaa sajdon ke saath kucha-e-jaanaan liye hue tu apne tir-e-naaz kaa mujh se na zikr kar dil uD na jaae aalam-e-imkaan liye hue chhaayaa hai 'abr' mohr-e-qayaamat pe ban ke abr vo ashk thaa jo dida-e-giryaan liye hue"

"bekasi kaa haal mayyat se ayaan ho jaaegaa be-zabaan honaa miraa goyaa zabaan ho jaaegaa shauq se dil ko miTaa do lekin itnaa soch lo is ke har zarre se paidaa ik jahaan ho jaaegaa dil ke bahlaane ko aao aaj naale hi karein aasmaan ke zarf kaa bhi imtihaan ho jaaegaa vaqt khud maanus kar detaa hai ai taaza asiir chand din rah le qafas bhi aashiyaan ho jaaegaa 'abr' main kyaa kah sakungaa un se haal-e-dard-e-dil jo zabaan se lafz niklegaa fughaan ho jaaegaa"

"aa rahi hai ye tuur se aavaaz aae vo jis ko taab-e-did pe naaz ye taDap aur ye aah ruh-e-gudaaz haae hain apnaa khud nahin hamraaz hai vahin ibtidaa-e-sarhad-e-naaz ho jahaan khatm 'aql ki parvaaz vo muqarrar to dar karein apnaa DhunD legi miri jabin-e-niyaaz ek mizraab-e-gham mein TuuT gayaa kitnaa naazuk thaa zindagi kaa saaz parda-e-zist uTThaa rahaa huun main ab to uTh parda-e-harim-e-naaz un ki nichi nazar kaa ochhaa tiir dil mein hai misl-e-umr-e-khizr daraaz vaqt-e-aakhir nafas mein paataa huun teri raftaar-e-naaz ke andaaz kaisaa giryaan hai kaisaa naadim hai meri mayyat pe meraa duniyaa-saaz har zamin sair-gaah thi apni haae vo 'abr' quvvat-e-parvaaz"

"vo mujhe zindagi bataataa hai phir bhalaa kyon nazar churaataa hai main usi ko uThaa rahaa thaa par vo mujhe hi faqat giraataa hai yaad us ko kiyaa yahaan main ne par mujhe vo vahaan bhulaataa hai raaz saare bataa diye main ne kyon magar raaz vo chhupaataa hai log masruf hain mohabbat mein aur vo dil miraa dukhaataa hai"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"kahe detaa huun go hai to nahin ye baat kahne ki tiri khvaahish nahin dil mein ziyaada der rahne ki bachaa kar dil guzartaa jaa rahaa huun har ta’alluq se kahaan us aable ko taab hai ab choT sahne ki rag-o-pai mein na hangaama kare to kyaa kare aakhir ijaazat jab nahin is ranj ko aankhon se bahne ki bas apni apni tarjihaat apni apni khvaahish hai tujhe shohrat kamaane ki mujhe ik she'r kahne ki jahaan kaa huun vahin ki raas aaegi fazaa mujh ko ye duniyaa bhi bhalaa koi jagah hai mere rahne ki jo kal 'irfaan' par guzri sunaa kuchh us ke baare mein khabar tum ne suni tufaan mein dariyaa ke bahne ki"

"kal shab dil-e-aavaara ko siine se nikaalaa ye aakhiri kaafir bhi madine se nikaalaa ye fauj nikalti thi kahaan khaana-e-dil se yaadon ko nihaayat hi qarine se nikaalaa main khuun bahaa kar bhi huaa baagh mein rusvaa us gul ne magar kaam pasine se nikaalaa Thahre hain zar-o-sim ke haqdaar tamaashaai aur maar-e-siyah ham ne dafine se nikaalaa ye soch ke saahil pe safar khatm na ho jaae baahar na kabhi paanv safine se nikaalaa"

"Tuut kar ab sanvar gayaa huun main is tarah se bikhar gayaa huun main jo tire naam ki gali hai vo us gali se guzar gayaa huun main yaadein teri sameT laayaa huun aaj jab se udhar gayaa huun main khud mukarnaa sikhaa diyaa us ne phir kahaa ki mukar gayaa huun main kal talak jo na kar sakaa thaa main aaj vo kaam kar gayaa huun main yuun kahin main nahin Thahartaa par tere dar par Thahar gayaa huun main"

"bistar-e-karb pe jab niind jalaai main ne tab kisi khvaab ki buniyaad uThaai main ne zakhm aise the ki har shakhs ke aage rakkhe baat aisi thi ki khud se bhi chhupaai main ne hurmat-e-gham ke liye khud ko aziyyat bakhshi phir usi dard se taskin bhi paai main ne main ne zakhmon ko kuredaa unhein taaza rakkhaa tab kahin dasht mein ki naghma-saraai main ne apni khiDki se yunhi khud ko pukaaraa kal shab aur phir khud ko vo aavaaz sunaai main ne jaane vaale se rag-e-jaan kaa bhi rishta thaa 'samir' ye samajhne mein bahut der lagaai main ne"