'rais' ham jo su-e-kucha-e-habib chale — Rais Amrohvi

"bataa kyaa kyaa tujhe ai shauq-e-hairaan yaad aataa hai vo jaan-e-aarzu vo raahat-e-jaan yaad aataa hai pareshaan-khaatiri had se guzarti hai to vahshat ko kisi kaa aalam-e-zulf-e-pareshaan yaad aataa hai guzartaa hai kabhi jab chaudhvin kaa chaand badli se mahin aanchal mein un kaa ru-e-taabaan yaad aataa hai andheri raat mein jugnu chamakte hain to rah rah kar dupaTTe ke sitaaron kaa charaaghaan yaad aataa hai ufuq par phailti hain surkhiyaan jab subh-e-taaza ki koi siina pas-e-chaak-e-garebaan yaad aataa hai kali ko phuul bante dekh kar ahd-e-bahaaraan mein koi chehra bahut nau-khez-o-khandaan yaad aataa hai ghazal jab chheD detaa hai koi ahd-e-javaani ki kisi kaa jism-e-mauzun-o-ghazal-khvaan yaad aataa hai vo tufaan karvaTein letaa thaa jo ik jism-e-raaanaa mein vo tufaan ham-kinaari kaa vo tufaan yaad aataa hai vo armaan jo kisi ke shokh honTon par machaltaa thaa vo armaan bosa-e-lab kaa vo armaan yaad aataa hai vufur-e-shauq se khud haath apne chuum letaa huun vufur-e-shauq mein jab un kaa daamaan yaad aataa hai bahut kuchh yaad aataa hai 'rais' un ki judaai mein magar jaise koi khvaab-e-pareshaan yaad aataa hai"

"dayaar-e-shaahid-e-bilqis-adaa se aayaa huun main ik faqir huun shahr-e-sabaa se aayaa huun jahaan-e-nau ki talab aur is kharaabe mein savaad-e-istakhr-o-nainvaa se aayaa huun shab-e-siyaah-e-khizaan ke sumum-o-sar-sar tak nigaar-khaana-e-shubh-o-sabaa se aayaa huun abhi kahaan hai mujhe nauha-o-navaa kaa shuur ki ek naahiya-e-be-navaa se aayaa huun mire rumuz kaa irfaan kise nasib ki main sarosh-e-ruh-e-azal huun samaa se aayaa huun damak rahi hai zamaan-o-makaan ki peshaani sitaara-e-abadi huun khalaa se aayaa huun tumhaare ghuncha-o-gul se gharaz nahin mujh ko idhar ishaara-e-baad-e-sabaa se aayaa huun"

"ye faqat shorish-e-havaa to nahin koi mujh ko pukaartaa to nahin bol ai akhtar-e-ghunuda-e-subh koi raaton ko jaagtaa to nahin sun ki ye madd-o-jazr-e-saahil-e-bahr maajraaon kaa maajraa to nahin zehn par ek khurduri si lakir kankhajure kaa raastaa to nahin ret par chaDh rahi hai ret ki tah baabul o misr o nainvaa to nahin nok-e-har-khaar-o-khas hai khun-aalud ruh-e-sahraa barahna-paa to nahin ai miri jaan-e-mubtalaa ke sukun tu koi jaan-e-mubtalaa to nahin tere jism-e-hasin mein khvaabida baagh-e-jannat kaa azhdahaa to nahin"

"tiraa khayaal ki khvaabon mein jin se hai khushbu vo khvaab jin mein miraa paikar-e-khayaal hai tu sataa rahi hain mujhe bachpane ki kuchh yaadein vo garmiyon ke shab-o-roz dopahar ki vo lu pachaas saal ki yaadon ke naqsh aur naqshe vo koi nisf sadi qabl kaa zamaana-e-hu vo garm-o-khushk mahine vo jeTh vo baisaakh ki haafize mein kabhi aah hain kabhi aansu vo zaaein zaaein ke kitne muhib zanaaTe? fazaa kaa haul havaa ki vo vahshatein har su vo saaein saaein ke kitne ajiib sannaaTe? vo sansani vo pur-asraar ek aalam-e-hu vo dopahar vo habuDe vo seingi baai kuuT fazaa-e-shoala-bajaan o havaa-e-aatish-e-khu vo khiDkiyon mein havaaon ki sar-kashi tundi vo baam-o-dar pe musallat jahannami jaadu vo pech-o-taab bagulon kaa mere aangan main chuDelein ghar mein ghus aai hain khaul kar gesu vo lu kaa zor ki saare kivaaD bajte hain ki jaise lashkar-e-jinnaat kaa amal har su vo shor jaise bagulon mein bhuut hon raqsaan vo qaah-qaah vo haa-haa vo honk vo hu-hu guzar rahaa hai tasavvur se jeTh kaa mausam aur is samay mein mujhe yaad aa rahaa hai tu"

"siyaah hai dil-e-giti siyaah-tar ho jaae khudaa kare ki har ik shaam be-sahar ho jaae kuchh is ravish se chale baad-e-barg-e-rez-e-khizaan ki duur tak saf-e-ashjaar be-samar ho jaae bajaae rang rag-e-ghunchaa se lahu Tapke khile jo phuul to har barg-e-gul sharar ho jaae zamaana pi to rahaa hai sharaab-e-daanish ko khudaa kare ki yahi zahr kaargar ho jaae koi qadam na uThe su-e-manzil-e-maqsud duaa karo ki har ik raah pur-khatar ho jaae ye log rah-guzar-e-zist se bhaTak jaaein ajal qavaafil-e-hasti ki ham-safar ho jaae ba-qadr yak-do-nafs bhi giraan hai zahmat-e-zist hayaat-e-nau-e-bashar aur mukhtasar ho jaae"

"gard mein aT rahe hain ehsaasaat dhime dhime baras rahi hai raat jal uThaa ik charaagh-e-shaam to kyaa bujh gae be-shumaar imkaanaat haae maazi ki dil-nashin yaadein haae khunkhaar bheDiyon ki baraat chyunTiyaan jaise zehan par reingein uf ye mere latif ehsaasaat bhuut ban kar mujhe Daraati rahin meri naa-aafrida takhliqaat kaun aayaa mire taaaqub mein vahi fikr-o-khayaal ke jinnaat dafatan kis ne qahqaha maaraa ye andhere mein kaun hai mire saat sarsar-e-shab kahaan ki patton mein karb-e-gham se karaahti hai hayaat mujh se mujh ko na chhin kar le jaae shaahzaadi-e-kishvar-e-zulmaat subh jaagaa to yaad bhi na rahaa raat thi chaandni ki chaandni raat tuda-e-reg o nakhl-e-khushk-e-chinaar chhup gai kis ki oT mein barsaat ye darakht-e-kuhan lisaan-ul-ghaib aur ye shaakh-e-khushk barg-e-nabaat kyaa yahi hai 'rais'-amrohvi uD ke aae hain duur se zarraat"

"charaaghon se kuchh to churaayaa gayaa hai jo thi aag us ko bujhaayaa gayaa hai likhaa thaa jinhein sirf apne lahu se mire un khaton ko jalaayaa gayaa hai hazaaron daf'a us ne ki bevafaai mujhe bevafaa kyon bataayaa gayaa hai mujhe khud nikalnaa paDaa apne ghar se ye mat sochnaa ki bhagaayaa gayaa hai khabar ye mili hai ki mere hi ghar mein kisi ghair ko ab basaayaa gayaa hai mujhe hi sataa kar mujhe hi rulaa kar ye ilzaam mujh par lagaayaa gayaa hai tumhein kyaa bataaun mohabbat mein 'raavat' mujhe kis qadar aazmaayaa gayaa hai"

"kyaa apne shahr mein koi aisaa makaan hai samjhun jise ki asl mein vo ik jahaan hai DhunDo haqiqat is mein na afsaana hi koi is kaa bayaan kuchh nahin us kaa bayaan hai apnaa shi'aar ab hai faqat amn-dushmani ye aur baat faakhta apnaa nishaan hai likhne ko ek harf na kahne ko ek lafz yuun to qalam hai haath mein munh mein zabaan hai vo lams jis ke baa'd zamaane guzar gae vo lams ab bhi taaza hai ab bhi javaan hai ho jaaegaa yaqin sabhon kaa hi kal jo aaj meraa yaqin aur sabhon kaa gumaan hai shatranj ki bisaat ki thi apni mez par shatranj ki bisaat ki saaraa jahaan hai"

"tere tasavvuraat se aage nahin gayaa ye dil tavahhumaat se aage nahin gayaa jo biich raah chhoD gayaa shukr hai vo shakhs meri tavaqqu'aat se aage nahin gayaa shaayad use pasand thiin jhuTi numaaishein lekin main dil ki baat se aage nahin gayaa jazbaat-e-dil ko vo bhi na kuchh Dhang de sakaa main bhi takallufaat se aage nahin gayaa tohfa bhi us ke vaaste kangan liyaa 'zarim' vallah main us ke haath se aage nahin gayaa"

"zindagi dushvaar hogi ye kabhi sochaa na thaa vo bagule gham ke uTThe jin kaa andesha na thaa saamne tum aa gae ho to bataa duun jaan-e-jaan jaise dil dhaDkaa thaa ab ki vaise dil dhaDkaa na thaa ye iraada kar liyaa thaa ham na bichhDeinge kabhi TuTeinge ik pal mein rishte ye kabhi sochaa na thaa yaad-e-maazi miT rahi hai vaqt ki raftaar se ab tasavvur mein hamaare koi bhi chehra na thaa sakht hairat ho rahi hai dekh kar apnaa vajud dhuup mein the sab ke saaye par miraa saayaa na thaa shauq-e-manzil dekh meri dekh meraa hausla shahr-e-dil ke raaston mein main kabhi Thahraa na thaa 'qalb' ko sahraa-navardi raas kyaa aati bhalaa vo kabhi aavaargi mein dar-ba-dar bhaTkaa na thaa"

"ajab mushkil ki dil kaa haal aisaa ho gayaa hai sabhi ab puchhte hain mujh se ye kyaa ho gayaa hai main ye samjhaa ki gham kaa ab mudaavaa ho gayaa hai kuredaa zakhm to ye aur taaza ho gayaa hai kabhi fursat mile to khud se main baatein karungaa mujhe khud se mile bhi to zamaana ho gayaa hai magar ab sochtaa huun toD duun saare maraasim magar dil bhi tire gham se shanaasaa ho gayaa hai miri barbaad hasti kaa nazaara dekhne ko vo aae aur gham mein phir izaafa ho gayaa hai isi dariyaa mein ab khud ko Dubonaa chaahtaa huun ki is dil kaa talaatum mein kinaare ho gayaa hai chalo bhi 'qalb' ab tum dusraa dekho Thikaanaa ki is basti mein apnaa sab paraayaa ho gayaa hai"

"na koi dost ho meraa na ho adu meraa tum apne munh se agar kah do mujh ko tu meraa fasurdagi mein junun-e-havaa-e-gul yaani khizaan ke daur mein saudaa-e-rang-o-bu meraa jo tum nahin to bahaar-e-jinaan mein khaak nahin bahut vasia hai daamaan-e-aarzu meraa nibhegi ai dil-e-aavaara ab na tujh se miri bas aaj se na main teraa huun aur na tu meraa banaa rahe hain vo jalve ki apne tasvirein dikhaa dikhaa ke tamaashaa-e-rang-o-bu meraa kisi ki zulf-e-siyah kah rahi hai khul khul kar ghaTaa ne rang uDaayaa hai hu-ba-hu meraa mah-e-siyaam kaa aur intizaam kyaa karte janaab-e-shaikh uDaa le gae subu meraa jafaa kaa rang judaa hai vafaa kaa rang judaa malo na dast-e-hinaai mein tum lahu meraa taDap rahi hai jo abr-e-siyaah mein bijli firaaq mein yahi naqsha thaa hu-ba-hu meraa suhaani raat hai chhiTki hai chaandni 'muztar' miri nigaah mein phirtaa hai maah-ru meraa"