dil hamaaraa to kahin khoyaa nahin thaa — Amit Sharma Meet

"jab jazba ik baar jigar mein aataa hai phir sab apne aap hunar mein aataa hai sab ki zad mein ik meraa hi ghar hai kyaa roz nayaa ik patthar ghar mein aataa hai kal mere saae mein us ki shakl dikhi manzar aise pas-manzar mein aataa hai main tanhaa aataa huun mahfil mein yaaron baaqi har insaan lashkar mein aataa hai lahja us kaa har jaanib hai musallat yuun vo banda har baar khabar mein aataa hai dahshat us lamhe ki dil mein itni hai aksar hi vo lamha Dar mein aataa hai 'mit' sabhi kaa saath yahaan par detaa hai jo koi bhi biich safar mein aataa hai"

"na khuli aankhon se dahshat kaa nazaaraa dekhnaa jo hamaaraa hai use auron kaa hotaa dekhnaa ru-ba-ru us ko nazar bhar dekh bhi sakte nahin haae kitnaa dukh bharaa hai khud ko aisaa dekhnaa kyaa ajab saa rog binaai ko meri lag gayaa har kisi chehre mein bas us kaa hi chehra dekhnaa ishq mein pathraa chuki aankhon se hai mushkil bahut chaand ko Thahre hue paani mein chaltaa dekhnaa haae kyaa manzar-kashi ubhri hai is tasvir mein roti aankhon se kisi pyaase kaa dariyaa dekhnaa raat bhar bechainiyaan sone nahin detin mujhe aur din bhar raat ke hone kaa rasta dekhnaa maut ham se do qadam ke faasle par hai khaDi ab bahut dilchasp hogaa ye tamaashaa dekhnaa"

"yuun apne dil ko bahlaane lage hain lipaT kar khud ke hi shaane lage hain hamein to maut bhi aasaan nahin thi so ab zinda nazar aane lage hain udaasi is qadar haavi thi ham par ki khush hone pe itraane lage hain jo dekhi ik shikaari ki udaasi parinde lauT kar aane lage hain saliqe se lipaT kar paaon se ab ye gham zanjir pahnaane lage hain ghamon ki dhuup baDhti jaa rahi hai khushi ke phuul murjhaane lage hain faqat ab chand qadmon pe hai manzil magar ham hain ki sustaane lage hain"

"is miTTi ko aise khel khilaayaa ham ne khud ko roz bigaaDaa roz banaayaa ham ne jo sochaa thaa vo to ham se banaa nahin phir jo ban paayaa us se ji bahlaayaa ham ne gham ko phir se tanhaai ke saath mein mil kar hanste hanste baaton mein uljhaayaa ham ne naa-mumkin thaa is ko haasil karnaa phir bhi puuri shiddat se ye ishq nibhaayaa ham ne us ki yaadein bojh na ban jaaein saanson par so yaadon se apnaa dil dhaDkaayaa ham ne kah dete to shaayad achchhe ho jaate par khaamoshi se apnaa maraz baDhaayaa ham ne us kaa chehra dekh liyaa thaa ek dafa phir in aankhon se saalon qarz chukaayaa ham ne"

"duniyaa ko jab nazdiki se dekhaa hai tab samjhaa ye sab kuchh khel-tamaasha hai haathon ki do-chaar lakirein paDh kar vo mujh se bolaa aage sab kuchh achchhaa hai us se bas ik baar milaa par hairaan huun dil mein tab se ghar kar ke vo baiThaa hai kaaghaz par dil ki tasvir banaai jab us ne puchhaa ye kis shai kaa naqsha hai soch rahaa huun main is kaa saudaa kar duun us ki yaadon kaa jo dil mein malba hai donon pahlu mein hi haar chhipi is mein mere haathon mein ab ye jo sikka hai is khaatir main roz mashaqqat kartaa huun aasaani se kyaa haasil ho paataa hai jab qudrat ne thoDaa aaj navaazaa to saare mujh se puchhe hain tu kaisaa hai 'mit' yahaan apne to naam ke apne hain an-jaanon se rishta dil kaa gahraa hai"

"jism ko jiine ki aazaadi deti hain saansein har pal hi qurbaani deti hain raatein saari karvaT mein hi biit rahin yaadein bhi kitni bechaini deti hain jo raahein khud mein hi be-manzil si hon aisi raahein naakaami hi deti hain kaise bhi par mujh ko kuchh sapne to dein aankhein kyaa keval binaai deti hain 'mit' mujhe aksar raaton mein lagtaa hai ruhein mujh ko aavaazein si deti hain"

"mahv-e-hairat huun miraa khaar ne rasta dekhaa ek kirdaar kaa kirdaar ne rasta dekhaa kaun kahtaa hai talabgaar ne rasta dekhaa ek be-daar kaa bedaar ne rasta dekhaa kam-nasibi ki mulaaqaat se mahrum rahe khush-nasibi ki mire yaar ne rasta dekhaa anginat aae ruke aur ravaana bhi hue kab kisi shakhs kaa sansaar ne rasta dekhaa apne vaalon ne musibat mein bhulaayaa lekin dosti ke liye aghyaar ne rasta dekhaa main ne sachchaai ko jis roz se apnaayaa hai meraa aksar rasan-o-daar ne rasta dekhaa tujh se 'mahmud' use pyaar bahut thaa shaayad marte dam tak tire bimaar ne rasta dekhaa"

"dushmani chalti rahi yaaron ke biich phuul bhi khilte rahe khaaron ke biich ho agar imaan-e-kaamil aaj bhi raqs ho saktaa hai angaaron ke biich dosti ki chhat banaanaa chaahiye ham ko bhi rahnaa hai divaaron ke biich aap ko to chaand kahte the sabhi aap kyon dhundlaa gae taaron ke biich khud-farebi ne sahaaraa de diyaa mil gayaa iqraar inkaaron ke biich khuub hai 'muztar' kaa rang-e-shaairi khuun ki surkhi hai ghazal-paaron ke biich"

"miri jaanib nigaah-e-naaz kar aahista aahista mire dil ke jazire mein utar aahista aahista mohabbat donon jaanib hai tafaavut sirf itnaa hai idhar hai tez-rau lekin udhar aahista aahista tiri beTi kaa qad tere baraabar ho gayaa shaayad tu apni khud-kushi par ghaur kar aahista aahista sahar aai na aae vo sitaaro jaao so jaao ki ab chalte hain ham bhi apne ghar aahista aahista jo kal tak meri barbaadi ki qasmein khaate phirte the vahi ab ho rahe hain dar-ba-dar aahista aahista na jaane rah-ravaan-e-raah kaa ab hashr kyaa hogaa bhaTakte jaa rahe hain raahbar aahista aahista khudaa ke vaaste samjhaa-bujhaa kar rok le koi vo dekho jaa rahe hain ruuTh kar aahista aahista adaavat dil mein rakhnaa muskuraa kar guftugu karnaa sabhi ko aa gayaa hai ye hunar aahista aahista nimaT luun doston ki dosti se pahle ai 'hamza' to lungaa dushmanon ki bhi khabar aahista aahista"

"gila hai apne muqaddar ki be-hisi se hamein aur is se baDh ke shikaayat hai zindagi se hamein kabhi nigaar-e-lab-e-shoala-vash kaa zikr chalaa kabhi hisaar-e-gham-e-jaan milaa kisi se hamein kabhi thaa qurb mein ik iztiraab kaa aalam kabhi qaraar milaa teri be-rukhi se hamein kabhi malaal huaa iltifaat-e-paiham se kabhi khushi thi bahut tark-e-dosti se hamein kabhi gumaan ki ye duniyaa hai ik fareb-e-nazar yaqin bhi hai khudaa ke vajud hi se hamein hayaat-e-jehd-e-musalsal mein kyon hai sargardaan zaraa pataa to chale ilm-o-aagahi se hamein agarche dil ko mili thi naved-e-subh-e-jamaal najaat mil na saki shab ki tirgi se hamein khaDe hain dasht-e-balaa-khez mein barahna-paa milaa hai izn-e-safar jazba-e-khudi se hamein 'sabaa' ye kaun si manzil hai dasht-e-imkaan mein na aashnaa se gharaz hai na ajnabi se hamein"

"ek dariyaa saa musalsal hai ravaan jaante hain ham zamaane se zamaane ko yahaan jaante hain raah-e-haq par hamein rakhnaa hain akele hi qadam saath degaa na hamaaraa ye jahaan jaante hain ham ne jo baat kahi vo bhi na samjhi tum ne dost to dost ki khaamosh zabaan jaante hain laakh aaraaishein mil jaaein magar un ke baghair ghar na ho paaegaa ham se ye makaan jaante hain daa'vaa karte hain khudaa ko bhi samajhne kaa magar ham yahaan Thiik se khud ko bhi kahaan jaante hain jism ke zakhm to sab bhar gae kab ke lekin ruuh par ab bhi jo hain ham vo nishaan jaante hain 'aarzu' kyon ho hamein ‘umr-daraazi ki jab zindagi ham tire sab sud-o-ziyaan jaante hain"

"rakht-e-safar kaa main ne iraada nahin kiyaa raushan charaagh-e-manzil-e-jaada nahin kiyaa tujh se bichhaD ke aur miraa dil udaas ho milne kaa is liye abhi vaada nahin kiyaa shiddat se thaa malaal shab-e-hijr kaa magar shaane pe tere sar ko nihaada nahin kiyaa dil mutmain hai baais-e-tajdid-e-dosti us ko khafaa bhi had se ziyaada nahin kiyaa sab kuchh ataa huaa tiri rahmat se is liye dast-e-talab ko aur kushaada nahin kiyaa shaayad ki meri ruuh ko baalidgi mile khud ko rahin-e-saaghar-o-baada nahin kiyaa shaayad miri jabin ko mile izn-e-bandagi dil ke varq ko is liye saada nahin kiyaa mujh ko na tamkanat kaa ho ehsaas-e-be-ziyaan qaamat ko apne aur sitaara nahin kiyaa apni talaash mein huun 'sabaa' is liye abhi su-e-haram safar kaa iraada nahin kiyaa"