dudmaan-e-dard ki shaadi hain ham — Maatam Fazl Mohammad

"shoalon se mohabbat ki miri jaan mein lagi aag phir jaan se bhaDak jism ke maidaan mein lagi aag ye aatish-e-gham hai ki dam-e-sard se apne sar-chashma-e-khurshid-e-darakhshaan mein lagi aag us huur ke kuche mein bhare ham jo dam-e-garm mardum ne kahaa rauza-e-rizvaan mein lagi aag khandaan jo huaa yaar hamein dekh ke giryaan logon ne kahaa barq se baaraan mein lagi aag in rozon mein hai rang jo ashkon kaa gulaabi shaayad ki mire dida-e-giryaan mein lagi aag garmi se nagar ke tire gun aab huaa dekh bulbul ne pukaaraa ki gulistaan mein lagi aag naari hain jo pariyaan ye sabab hai ki tumhaare nur-e-rukh-e-raushan se paristaan mein lagi aag us aatishin-ru ko ba-lab-e-baam jo dekhaa aalam ne kahaa gumbad-e-gardaan mein lagi aag dariyaa mein vo dhoyaa thaa kabhi dast-e-hinaai hasrat se vahin panja-e-marjaan mein lagi aag ghairon ki taraf jo nazar-e-mehr se dekhaa ghairat se mire sina-e-sozaan mein lagi aag kyuun kohkan-o-qais rahein mujh se na naalaan naalon se mire koh-o-bayaabaan mein lagi aag vo sokhta-dil huun main pas-az-marg jo guzraa marqad se mire yaar ke daamaan mein lagi aag 'maatam' hai kisi sokhta-dil kaa asar-e-aah be-vajh nahin kucha-e-jaanaan mein lagi aag"

"aashiq hai jo tumhaare rukh-e-surkh-rang kaa rahtaa hai us ko nashsha sharaab-e-farang kaa kahte hain log dekh tere rukh pe khaal ko kyaa hukm rome mein hai sipahdaar zang kaa ai rashk-e-hur vusat-e-jannat mein bhi mujhe tujh bin hai be-gumaan yaqin gor-e-tang kaa jab se patang huun main tire shama-ru kaa yaar maalum thaa na tujh ko uDaanaa patang kaa khauf-e-khudaa na hotaa to rakhtaa main ai sanam arsh-e-azim naam tumhaare palang kaa ai sabz-rang mast-e-mai-e-ishq-o-husn to afyun ko puchhte nahin kyaa zikr bhang kaa khaal-e-rukh-e-nigaar hain chehre khayaal mein biini dikhaai de hai donaali tufang kaa maatam miraa hai yaar sivaa ham ko bazm-e-nur saut-e-bukaa se kam nahin aavaaz chang kaa aatish kaa sher paDhtaa huun aksar ba-hasb-e-haal dil said hai vo bahr-e-sukhan ke nahang kaa vo chashm ghaat mein dil-e-pur-daagh ke nahin aahu ko hai iraada shikaar-e-palang kaa naamus kaa to fikr hai 'maatam' abas yahaan ye ishq khasm naam kaa dushman hai nang kaa"

"ne amiron mein ne vaziron mein ishq ke ham to hain faqiron mein koi aazaad ho to ho yaaro ham to hain ishq ke asiron mein banda-e-ishq haq hai apne yahaan taaj-daaron mein takht-giron mein furqat-e-yaar ki bhari hai bu naala-haa-e-nai o nafiron mein zan-e-duniyaa murid kis ki nahin ham bhi is qahba ke the piron mein ab to khaamosh hain qafas mein kabhi naghma-sanjaan the ham-safiron mein ham ko tu vaajib-ul-vajud milaa ham kabiron mein ham saghiron mein kunj-e-uzlat mein yaar ko paayaa ne qalilon mein ne kasiron mein shukr-e-haq kijiye ki hai 'maatam' apne dildaar dil-paziron mein"

"ai dil-e-zaar likho jaanib-e-jaanaan kaaghaz haal kaa likhte hain fuqaraa su-e-sultaan kaaghaz marjaa-e-gabr-o-musalmaan hai vo but naam-e-khudaa bhejte hain use hindu o musalmaan kaaghaz un kaa mazmun bhi albatta huvaidaa hogaa ab jo aane lage us shokh ko pinhaan kaaghaz haif hai subh-e-vatan se na huaa vaarid-e-vaqt hech gaahe ba-sar-e-shaam-e-gharibaan kaaghaz kisi kaa bhi na javaab aayaa hamein ghurbat mein laakh ham likhe vatan ko su-e-yaaraan kaaghaz vasf afshaan kaa hai kis sim-badan ke likhnaa kaaghzi ham ko hai darkaar zar-afshaan kaaghaz is qadar ham ne giraan kar diye likh likh ke kise varna kis martaba the shahr mein arzaan kaaghaz likhte ham to khat-e-mahbub ko har dam nau-khat likhne dete jo hamein dida-e-giryaan kaaghaz mujh se divaane ko kyaa khat vo pari-zaad likhe likhte albatta hain insaan su-e-insaan kaaghaz bhejtaa huun main kisi rashk-e-gulistaan ki taraf meraa pahunchaae magar murgh-e-gulistaan kaaghaz bhejtaa huun main kisi saani-e-bilqis ke saub meraa le jaae magar murgh-e-sulaimaan kaaghaz kyaa magar bhuul gae baais-e-jamiyyat-e-khvesh ham ko bheje na adam se jo azizaan kaaghaz kahte hain nisf mulaaqaat hai maktub bhi yaar kabhi likkho to su-e-maatam-e-naalaan kaaghaz"

"bas tamannaa hai ishq-e-maulaa mein ki marun main yahi tamannaa mein ishq-e-khubaan nahin hai aisi shai baandh kar rakhiye jis ko puDiyaa mein rukh-e-afshaan mein tere aalam-e-nur nam qamar mein hai nam surayyaa mein yad-e-baizaa kaa hai khayaal aataa dekh mehndi tire kaf-e-paa mein tere bimaar-e-hijr ai mahbub na to moti mein hain na ahyaa mein vahdahu-laa-sharik-la hai tu tujh saa duniyaa mein hai na uqbaa mein tujh ko kyuun kar kahein ham harjaai nuur to jalva-gar hai har jaa mein kyaa kahun din ko kis qadar royaa raat dilbar ko dekh ruuyaa mein ishq lagte hi ho gayaa maalum haal-e-majnun ishq-e-lailaa mein maraz-e-ishq husn-e-khubaan kaa marg darmaan hai naam hukamaa mein haasil-ul-amr ham hue badnaam ishq husn-e-butaan-e-zebaa mein rukh-e-yusuf se rukh mushaabah hai lab hain milte lab-e-masihaa mein aab-e-baaraan se gir na paae madad khaak paD jaae chashm-e-dariyaa mein ye duaa haq se hai miraa 'maatam' dafn ho karbalaa-muallaa mein"

"na mullaa huun na mufti huun na vaaiz huun na qaazi huun gunahgaar o khataa-kaar o razaa-e-haq pe raazi huun jahaan se huun yahaan aayaa vahaan jaaungaa aakhir ko miraa ye haal hai yaaro na mustaqbil na maazi huun main huun naadaan dur-uftaada daanaai ke divaan se na saani huun sahaabi kaa na ham-bazm-e-bayaazi huun pareshaan dil huun main tanhaai se 'maatam' zamaane mein na ham-dauraan-e-faizi huun na ham-asr-e-fayaazi huun"

"vo mujhe zindagi bataataa hai phir bhalaa kyon nazar churaataa hai main usi ko uThaa rahaa thaa par vo mujhe hi faqat giraataa hai yaad us ko kiyaa yahaan main ne par mujhe vo vahaan bhulaataa hai raaz saare bataa diye main ne kyon magar raaz vo chhupaataa hai log masruf hain mohabbat mein aur vo dil miraa dukhaataa hai"

"jis din se meraa khvaab suhaanaa badal gayaa us din se zindagi kaa fasaana badal gayaa sunne lagaa huun jab se nasihat baDon ki main jaari thaa jo labon pe taraana badal gayaa pahchaan kaa havaala bhi baaqi nahin rahaa chehre ke saath aaina-khaana badal gayaa uThti nahin hai aankh bhi ab aasmaan ki samt jab se gali kaa chaand puraanaa badal gayaa tahzib jin ke ghar ki 'alaamat thi kal talak afsos aaj un kaa gharaanaa badal gayaa 'azmat kaa taaj sar pe hai 'akhilesh' ke sajaa aisi havaa chali ki zamaana badal gayaa itni sharaafaton mein kami aa gai hai aaj pahle thaa jo libaas puraanaa badal gayaa ahl-e-vafaa ne jis ki thi taarikh ki raqam 'faaruq' 'ishq kaa vo fasaana badal gayaa"

"tirgi shama bani raahguzar mein aai saaat ik aisi bhi kal apne safar mein aai jis jagah chehra hi meyaar-e-vafaa Thahraa hai khaak hi khaak vahaan dast-e-hunar mein aai teri nazron mein thi duniyaa to yahi kyaa kam thaa hashr ye hai ki tu duniyaa ki nazar mein aai baar-haa yaaron ne saahil se kahaa thaa ham hain baar-haa naav magar apni bhanvar mein aai zindagi samjhun ise yaa ki ise maut kahun vo jo mehmaan ki surat mire ghar mein aai yuun bhi taarikh ki taarikh raqam hoti hai nikli taarikh mahal se to khanDar mein aai khvaab hi khvaab ki taabir huaa to jaanaa zindagi kyuun kisi aankhon ke asar mein aai shama jalte hi bujhi aur dhuaan aisaa uThaa lazzat-e-shaam yahaan khvaab-e-sahar mein aai zindagi kuchh hai 'ataa' sher-o-adab hai kuchh aur ye do-rangi ki vabaa kaisi hunar mein aai"

"khaamushi ke batn se ye guftani paidaa hui main ba-zaahir chup huaa aur shaaeri paidaa hui is tarah saabit huaa gham aur khushi kaa imtizaaj hanste hanste us ki aankhon mein nami paidaa hui jurm ki paadaash mein ham khaak par pheinke gae so yahaan par intiqaaman zindagi paidaa hui khauf ne hi maslahat ki raah bhi ijaad ki main andheron se Daraa aur raushni paidaa hui dil mein kab utri kisi ke be-maaani guftugu baat karne se to bas aavaaz hi paidaa hui"

"zindagi bojhal hui aazaar se jism jhuktaa jaa rahaa hai baar se doston ne is qadar dhoke diye aur raghbat baDh gai aghyaar se zindagi kaa ik nayaa imkaan huaa ik daricha khul gayaa divaar se ab bayaan kaise karun rudaad-e-gham kaam mushkil hai dil-e-naa-chaar se hijr ki raaton mein bahtaa hi rahaa ek naala chashm-e-dariyaa-baar se misl-e-majnun regzaaron mein rahe sar paTakte ret ki divaar se ham asiraan-e-mohabbat hain yahaan uljhe hain ab gesu-e-khamdaar se 'qalb' teri ghazlein yuun shaadaan karein dard nikle hai tire ashaar se"

"zindagi dushvaar hogi ye kabhi sochaa na thaa vo bagule gham ke uTThe jin kaa andesha na thaa saamne tum aa gae ho to bataa duun jaan-e-jaan jaise dil dhaDkaa thaa ab ki vaise dil dhaDkaa na thaa ye iraada kar liyaa thaa ham na bichhDeinge kabhi TuTeinge ik pal mein rishte ye kabhi sochaa na thaa yaad-e-maazi miT rahi hai vaqt ki raftaar se ab tasavvur mein hamaare koi bhi chehra na thaa sakht hairat ho rahi hai dekh kar apnaa vajud dhuup mein the sab ke saaye par miraa saayaa na thaa shauq-e-manzil dekh meri dekh meraa hausla shahr-e-dil ke raaston mein main kabhi Thahraa na thaa 'qalb' ko sahraa-navardi raas kyaa aati bhalaa vo kabhi aavaargi mein dar-ba-dar bhaTkaa na thaa"