main jo tanhaa rah-e-talab mein chalaa — Rais Amrohvi

"bataa kyaa kyaa tujhe ai shauq-e-hairaan yaad aataa hai vo jaan-e-aarzu vo raahat-e-jaan yaad aataa hai pareshaan-khaatiri had se guzarti hai to vahshat ko kisi kaa aalam-e-zulf-e-pareshaan yaad aataa hai guzartaa hai kabhi jab chaudhvin kaa chaand badli se mahin aanchal mein un kaa ru-e-taabaan yaad aataa hai andheri raat mein jugnu chamakte hain to rah rah kar dupaTTe ke sitaaron kaa charaaghaan yaad aataa hai ufuq par phailti hain surkhiyaan jab subh-e-taaza ki koi siina pas-e-chaak-e-garebaan yaad aataa hai kali ko phuul bante dekh kar ahd-e-bahaaraan mein koi chehra bahut nau-khez-o-khandaan yaad aataa hai ghazal jab chheD detaa hai koi ahd-e-javaani ki kisi kaa jism-e-mauzun-o-ghazal-khvaan yaad aataa hai vo tufaan karvaTein letaa thaa jo ik jism-e-raaanaa mein vo tufaan ham-kinaari kaa vo tufaan yaad aataa hai vo armaan jo kisi ke shokh honTon par machaltaa thaa vo armaan bosa-e-lab kaa vo armaan yaad aataa hai vufur-e-shauq se khud haath apne chuum letaa huun vufur-e-shauq mein jab un kaa daamaan yaad aataa hai bahut kuchh yaad aataa hai 'rais' un ki judaai mein magar jaise koi khvaab-e-pareshaan yaad aataa hai"

"dayaar-e-shaahid-e-bilqis-adaa se aayaa huun main ik faqir huun shahr-e-sabaa se aayaa huun jahaan-e-nau ki talab aur is kharaabe mein savaad-e-istakhr-o-nainvaa se aayaa huun shab-e-siyaah-e-khizaan ke sumum-o-sar-sar tak nigaar-khaana-e-shubh-o-sabaa se aayaa huun abhi kahaan hai mujhe nauha-o-navaa kaa shuur ki ek naahiya-e-be-navaa se aayaa huun mire rumuz kaa irfaan kise nasib ki main sarosh-e-ruh-e-azal huun samaa se aayaa huun damak rahi hai zamaan-o-makaan ki peshaani sitaara-e-abadi huun khalaa se aayaa huun tumhaare ghuncha-o-gul se gharaz nahin mujh ko idhar ishaara-e-baad-e-sabaa se aayaa huun"

"ye faqat shorish-e-havaa to nahin koi mujh ko pukaartaa to nahin bol ai akhtar-e-ghunuda-e-subh koi raaton ko jaagtaa to nahin sun ki ye madd-o-jazr-e-saahil-e-bahr maajraaon kaa maajraa to nahin zehn par ek khurduri si lakir kankhajure kaa raastaa to nahin ret par chaDh rahi hai ret ki tah baabul o misr o nainvaa to nahin nok-e-har-khaar-o-khas hai khun-aalud ruh-e-sahraa barahna-paa to nahin ai miri jaan-e-mubtalaa ke sukun tu koi jaan-e-mubtalaa to nahin tere jism-e-hasin mein khvaabida baagh-e-jannat kaa azhdahaa to nahin"

"tiraa khayaal ki khvaabon mein jin se hai khushbu vo khvaab jin mein miraa paikar-e-khayaal hai tu sataa rahi hain mujhe bachpane ki kuchh yaadein vo garmiyon ke shab-o-roz dopahar ki vo lu pachaas saal ki yaadon ke naqsh aur naqshe vo koi nisf sadi qabl kaa zamaana-e-hu vo garm-o-khushk mahine vo jeTh vo baisaakh ki haafize mein kabhi aah hain kabhi aansu vo zaaein zaaein ke kitne muhib zanaaTe? fazaa kaa haul havaa ki vo vahshatein har su vo saaein saaein ke kitne ajiib sannaaTe? vo sansani vo pur-asraar ek aalam-e-hu vo dopahar vo habuDe vo seingi baai kuuT fazaa-e-shoala-bajaan o havaa-e-aatish-e-khu vo khiDkiyon mein havaaon ki sar-kashi tundi vo baam-o-dar pe musallat jahannami jaadu vo pech-o-taab bagulon kaa mere aangan main chuDelein ghar mein ghus aai hain khaul kar gesu vo lu kaa zor ki saare kivaaD bajte hain ki jaise lashkar-e-jinnaat kaa amal har su vo shor jaise bagulon mein bhuut hon raqsaan vo qaah-qaah vo haa-haa vo honk vo hu-hu guzar rahaa hai tasavvur se jeTh kaa mausam aur is samay mein mujhe yaad aa rahaa hai tu"

"siyaah hai dil-e-giti siyaah-tar ho jaae khudaa kare ki har ik shaam be-sahar ho jaae kuchh is ravish se chale baad-e-barg-e-rez-e-khizaan ki duur tak saf-e-ashjaar be-samar ho jaae bajaae rang rag-e-ghunchaa se lahu Tapke khile jo phuul to har barg-e-gul sharar ho jaae zamaana pi to rahaa hai sharaab-e-daanish ko khudaa kare ki yahi zahr kaargar ho jaae koi qadam na uThe su-e-manzil-e-maqsud duaa karo ki har ik raah pur-khatar ho jaae ye log rah-guzar-e-zist se bhaTak jaaein ajal qavaafil-e-hasti ki ham-safar ho jaae ba-qadr yak-do-nafs bhi giraan hai zahmat-e-zist hayaat-e-nau-e-bashar aur mukhtasar ho jaae"

"'rais' ham jo su-e-kucha-e-habib chale hamaare saath hazaaron balaa-nasib chale rafaaqaton ki saaadat liye rafiq aae raqaabaton ki nahusat liye raqib chale jo qaafile ki hamaari talab mein nikle the kabhi baiid se guzre kabhi qarib chale aqab mein haadisa-e-subh-o-shaam ke ifrit jilau mein gardish-e-ayyaam ke naqib chale jahaan ko jin ke nasibe pe rashk aataa thaa nikal ke apne gharon se vo bad-nasib chale ye chal-chalaav ajib-o-gharib thaa ai dost gharib log su-e-aalam-e-ajib chale"

"zindagi dushvaar hogi ye kabhi sochaa na thaa vo bagule gham ke uTThe jin kaa andesha na thaa saamne tum aa gae ho to bataa duun jaan-e-jaan jaise dil dhaDkaa thaa ab ki vaise dil dhaDkaa na thaa ye iraada kar liyaa thaa ham na bichhDeinge kabhi TuTeinge ik pal mein rishte ye kabhi sochaa na thaa yaad-e-maazi miT rahi hai vaqt ki raftaar se ab tasavvur mein hamaare koi bhi chehra na thaa sakht hairat ho rahi hai dekh kar apnaa vajud dhuup mein the sab ke saaye par miraa saayaa na thaa shauq-e-manzil dekh meri dekh meraa hausla shahr-e-dil ke raaston mein main kabhi Thahraa na thaa 'qalb' ko sahraa-navardi raas kyaa aati bhalaa vo kabhi aavaargi mein dar-ba-dar bhaTkaa na thaa"

"muzhda ai zauq-e-asiri ki nazar aataa hai daam-e-khaali qafas-e-murgh-e-giraftaar ke paas jigar-e-tishna-e-aazaar tasalli na huaa ju-e-khun ham ne bahaai bun-e-har khaar ke paas mund gaiin kholte hi kholte aankhein hai hai khuub vaqt aae tum is 'aashiq-e-bimaar ke paas main bhi ruk ruk ke na martaa jo zabaan ke badle dashna ik tez saa hotaa mire gham-khvaar ke paas dahan-e-sher mein jaa baiThe lekin ai dil na khaDe ho jiye khubaan-e-dil-aazaar ke paas dekh kar tujh ko chaman bas-ki numu kartaa hai khud-ba-khud pahunche hai gul gosha-e-dastaar ke paas mar gayaa phoD ke sar 'ghaalib'-e-vahshi hai hai baiThnaa us kaa vo aa kar tiri divaar ke paas kab faqiron ko rasaai bu-e-mai-khvaar ke paas to bane bu dijiye maikhaane ki divaar ke paas"

"saanvli dhuup surmai mausam phir vahi ham hain phir vahi mausam khair ho saaebaan-e-gum-gashta jhelne paD gae kai mausam daastaan-e-tazaad hai goyaa shahr-e-khubaan samundari mausam ham ne apni bayaaz mein likkhe dil pe biite hue sabhi mausam ik ta'alluq hai 'aarzi yaa'ni mausam-e-gul hai 'aarzi mausam dil-figaaron ko kaun samjhaae lauTte kab hain makhmali mausam"

"ba-zom-e-aql ye kaisaa gunaah main ne kiyaa ik aainaa thaa usi ko siyaah main ne kiyaa ye shahr-e-kam-nazaraan ye dayaar-e-be-hunaraan kise ye apne hunar kaa gavaah main ne kiyaa harim-e-dil ko jalaane lagaa thaa ek khayaal so gul use bhi ba-yak sard aah main ne kiyaa vahi yaqin rahaa hai javaaz-e-ham-safari jo gaah us ne kiyaa aur gaah main ne kiyaa bas ek dil hi to hai vaaqif-e-rumuz-e-hayaat so shahr-e-jaan kaa use sarbaraah main ne kiyaa har ek ranj usi baab mein kiyaa hai raqam zaraa saa gham thaa jise be-panaah main ne kiyaa ye raah-e-ishq bahut sahl ho gai jab se hisaar-e-zaat ko paivand-e-raah main ne kiyaa ye umr ki hai basar kuchh ajab tavaazun se tiraa huaa na hi khud se nibaah main ne kiyaa khirad ne dil se kahaa tu junun-sifat hi sahi na puchh us ki ki jis ko tabaah main ne kiyaa"

"phir khuun mein vahshat raqsaan hai tajdid sitam karne ke liye ik taaza zakhm ki khvaahish hai ik sadma kam karne ke liye ham din-bhar duniyaa-daari mein hans hans ke baatein karte hain phir saari raat pighalte hain ik ashk raqam karne ke liye vo vasl ki jis ne ham donon ko yaksar be-buniyaad kiyaa ab fursat hai aa mil baiThein us vasl kaa gham karne ke liye ik kaari zakhm ki chaahat ne kyaa kyaa na hamein gulzaar kiyaa ham kis kis se mansub hue ik hijr baham karne ke liye insaan ke jiine marne ke majburi ke mukhtaari ke ye saare khel zaruri hain taamir adam karne ke liye"

"ab tire lams ko yaad karne kaa ik silsila aur divaana-pan rah gayaa tu kahin kho gayaa aur pahlu mein teri shabaahat liye ik badan rah gayaa vo saraapaa tiraa vo tire khaal-o-khad meri yaadon mein sab muntashir ho gae lafz ki justuju mein laraztaa huaa nim-vaa saa faqat ik dahan rah gayaa harf ke harf se kyaa tazaadaat hain tu ne bhi kuchh kahaa main ne bhi kuchh kahaa tere pahlu mein duniyaa simaTti gai mere hisse mein harf-e-sukhan rah gayaa tere jaane se mujh par ye uqda khulaa rang-o-khushbu to bas teri miraas the ek hasrat saji rah gai gul-ba-gul ek maatam chaman-dar-chaman rah gayaa ek be-naam khvaahish ki paadaash mein teri palkein bhi baaham piro di gaiin ek vahshat ko sairaab karte hue mein bhi aankhon mein le kar thakan rah gayaa arsa-e-khvaab se vaqt maujud ke raaste mein ganvaa di gai guftugu ek israar ki bebasi rah gai ek inkaar kaa baankpan rah gayaa tu sitaaron ko apni jilau mein liye jaa rahaa thaa tujhe kyaa khabar kyaa huaa ik tamannaa dariche mein baiThi rahi ek bistar kahin be-shikan rah gayaa"