meri taasir teraa jaadu bhi — Mehshar Afridi

"jo chand lamhon mein ban gayaa thaa vo silsila khatm ho gayaa hai ye tum ne kaisaa yaqin dilaayaa mughaalta khatm ho gayaa hai zabaan honTon pe jaa ke phiki hi lauT aati hai kuchh dinon se namak nahin hai tire labon mein yaa zaaiqa khatm ho gayaa hai gumaan gaanv se main chalaa thaa yaqin ki manzilon ki jaanib magar tavahhum ke jangalon mein hi raasta khatm ho gayaa hai vo guftuguon ke narm chashme kahin fazaa mein hi jam gae hain vo saare message vo shaa'iri kaa tabaadala khatm ho gayaa hai kal ek sadma paDaa thaa ham par ke jis ne dil ko hilaa diyaa thaa chalo ke siine kaa jaaeza lein ki zalzala khatm ho gayaa hai mire tasavvur mein itni vus'at nahin ke teraa badan samaae main tujh ko sochun to aisaa lagtaa hai haafiza khatm ho gayaa hai main tujh ko paa kar hi mutmain huun ab aur koi talab nahin hai jo aaj tak thaa nasib se vo mutaalba khatm ho gayaa hai"

"anaa kaa bojh kabhi jism se utaar ke dekh mujhe zabaan se nahin ruuh se pukaar ke dekh meri zamin pe chal tez tez qadmon se phir us ke baad tu jalve mire ghubaar ke dekh ye ashk dil pe girein to bahut chamaktaa hai kabhi ye aaina tezaab se nikhaar ke dekh na puchh mujh se tire qurb kaa nasha kyaa hai tu apni aankh mein Dore mire khumaar ke dekh zaraa tujhe bhi to ehsaas-e-hijr ho jaanaan bas ek raat mere haal mein guzaar ke dekh abhi to sirf kamaal-e-ghurur dekhaa hai tujhe qasam hai tamaashe bhi inkisaar ke dekh"

"josh-e-junun mein aap kaa aanchal pakaD liyaa ghabraa ke ek saanp ne sandal pakaD liyaa aansu ba-zid ki saath hamaare hi jaaegaa lekin ghaneri palkon ne kaajal pakaD liyaa ye mashvara hai aap bhi ham-raaz DhunD lein ham ne to ik mahalle kaa paagal pakaD liyaa tere tasavvuraat se fursat nahin mujhe is bhuut ne to gaanv kaa pipal pakaD liyaa ham khud ko 'aql-mand jataate to kis tarah so ye kiyaa ik 'aql se paidal pakaD liyaa"

"jism phulon ke gaThile ho gae narm lahje bhi nukile ho gae kyaa andhere ke labon mein zahr thaa raushni ke honT niile ho gae inkisaari aur anaa ki jang mein mere andar do qabile ho gae 'ishq ki faslein abhi pakki nahin sabr ke phal to rasile ho gae saans ukhDegi abhi to dekhnaa aandhiyon ke kas to Dhile ho gae ham andhere mein bahut sarsabz the raushni paDte hi piile ho gae"

"ye jo paude hain junun ke ye javaan bhi honge rashk-e-sahraa hi nahin rashk-e-khizaan bhi honge itnaa nazdik se mat dekh miri aankhon ko in mein kuchh pichhli mohabbat ke nishaan bhi honge pyaas hi pyaas hai binaai ke kashkolon mein ashk aankhon se bacheinge to ravaan bhi honge us ki khushbu hi nahin aati miri saanson se ghaur se dekhiye honTon ke nishaan bhi honge ye jo lapTein abhi uTThi hain miri shohrat ki in mein kuchh log abhi jal ke dhuaan bhi honge"

"har takalluf bilaa-zarurat hai sach kahun aap se mohabbat hai main use jitnaa dekhnaa chaahun vo bhi utni hi khub-surat hai main bahut khush huun aur khushi kaa sabab aap bilkul nahin hain vahshat hai meri saansein bhi ho gaiin mashrut 'ishq kyaa hai koi musibat hai aur vo kis tarah kare izhaar main na samjhun to mujh pe laa'nat hai aane vaale dinon mein jiitaa huun mujh ko aaindagaan se nisbat hai"

"is ishq-e-junun-khez mein kyaa kyaa nahin hotaa divaana hai jo qais se lailaa nahin hotaa kuchh hashr lahad par abhi barpaa nahin hotaa aae ho to Thahro koi zinda nahin hotaa kyuun kar ye kahun husn kaa nashsha nahin hotaa hotaa to bahut hai magar itnaa nahin hotaa kuchh kahiye to sharmaa ke jhukaa lete hain gardan bhule se bhi ab vaada-e-fardaa nahin hotaa milte hain vo dil surkh hui jaati hai chuTki naazuk hain bahut khun-e-tamannaa nahin hotaa deti hai mazaa mai kaa hamein talkhi-e-tauba jab haath mein paimaana-e-sahbaa nahin hotaa vo hashr ke din kushte ko Thukraa chuke sau-baar kuchh jaan si paD jaati hai zinda nahin hotaa boli ye tamannaa jo ruke vo dar-e-dil par ghar aap kaa hai aap se pardaa nahin hotaa tiron ko jagah dete hain jo siine mein apne un logon ke ai jaan kaleja nahin hotaa sahraa se qadam ghar ki taraf khaak uThaaun kaanTe se judaa paanv kaa chhaalaa nahin hotaa baiThe nazar aate hain vahi teri gali mein jin kaa kahin duniyaa mein Thikaanaa nahin hotaa furqat mein hai kyuun nazaa ki taklif gavaaraa mar jaaein 'riyaaz' aap se itnaa nahin hotaa"

"hai jo ik maa'raka faisal nahin hone detaa jin vo ho ke mujhe botal nahin hone detaa qatl ik roz hi kartaa huun isi goshe mein aur saabit ise maqtal nahin hone detaa zid hai us ki ki har ik shaakh ho phir sabz hi sabz garche paidaa koi konpal nahin hone detaa raushni apne khayaalon hi se karni hogi koi raushan kahin mash'al nahin hone detaa chun-ki miTTi ki bhi ek apni alag khushbu hai main kahin bhi ise sandal nahin hone detaa ik parinda ki jo sahtaa hai havaaon kaa dabaao aur parvaaz ko paidal nahin hone detaa Dar hai us ko nazar aae na kahin zehn kaa 'aks vo miraa aaina saiqal nahin hone detaa tiraa qaanun hai jangal kaa ghanimat hai ki tu mire is shahr ko jangal nahin hone detaa chalo baat us ki sunein ek 'ajab mantiq se jo kisi baat ko muhmal nahin hone detaa"

"muzhda ai zauq-e-asiri ki nazar aataa hai daam-e-khaali qafas-e-murgh-e-giraftaar ke paas jigar-e-tishna-e-aazaar tasalli na huaa ju-e-khun ham ne bahaai bun-e-har khaar ke paas mund gaiin kholte hi kholte aankhein hai hai khuub vaqt aae tum is 'aashiq-e-bimaar ke paas main bhi ruk ruk ke na martaa jo zabaan ke badle dashna ik tez saa hotaa mire gham-khvaar ke paas dahan-e-sher mein jaa baiThe lekin ai dil na khaDe ho jiye khubaan-e-dil-aazaar ke paas dekh kar tujh ko chaman bas-ki numu kartaa hai khud-ba-khud pahunche hai gul gosha-e-dastaar ke paas mar gayaa phoD ke sar 'ghaalib'-e-vahshi hai hai baiThnaa us kaa vo aa kar tiri divaar ke paas kab faqiron ko rasaai bu-e-mai-khvaar ke paas to bane bu dijiye maikhaane ki divaar ke paas"

"ajab mushkil ki dil kaa haal aisaa ho gayaa hai sabhi ab puchhte hain mujh se ye kyaa ho gayaa hai main ye samjhaa ki gham kaa ab mudaavaa ho gayaa hai kuredaa zakhm to ye aur taaza ho gayaa hai kabhi fursat mile to khud se main baatein karungaa mujhe khud se mile bhi to zamaana ho gayaa hai magar ab sochtaa huun toD duun saare maraasim magar dil bhi tire gham se shanaasaa ho gayaa hai miri barbaad hasti kaa nazaara dekhne ko vo aae aur gham mein phir izaafa ho gayaa hai isi dariyaa mein ab khud ko Dubonaa chaahtaa huun ki is dil kaa talaatum mein kinaare ho gayaa hai chalo bhi 'qalb' ab tum dusraa dekho Thikaanaa ki is basti mein apnaa sab paraayaa ho gayaa hai"

"dil shaad nahin karte aabaad nahin karte mahsus ye hotaa hai vo yaad nahin karte naashaad zamaane ke dil shaad nahin karte kam-aql parindon ko aazaad nahin karte mohtaaj-e-karam aksar rahte hain gharibon ke jo log gharibon ki imdaad nahin karte kuchh log shikaayat ko haq apnaa samajhte hain kuchh log kabhi tum se fariyaad nahin karte ham apne iraadon mein rakhte hain tavaanaai ham daad ke taalib ko bedaad nahin karte jo aap ki niyyat kaa kuchh ilm hamein hotaa ham apni mohabbat ko barbaad nahin karte is daur-e-siyaasat mein 'mahmud' qayaamat hai ahbaab jo karte hain jallaad nahin karte"

"kahe detaa huun go hai to nahin ye baat kahne ki tiri khvaahish nahin dil mein ziyaada der rahne ki bachaa kar dil guzartaa jaa rahaa huun har ta’alluq se kahaan us aable ko taab hai ab choT sahne ki rag-o-pai mein na hangaama kare to kyaa kare aakhir ijaazat jab nahin is ranj ko aankhon se bahne ki bas apni apni tarjihaat apni apni khvaahish hai tujhe shohrat kamaane ki mujhe ik she'r kahne ki jahaan kaa huun vahin ki raas aaegi fazaa mujh ko ye duniyaa bhi bhalaa koi jagah hai mere rahne ki jo kal 'irfaan' par guzri sunaa kuchh us ke baare mein khabar tum ne suni tufaan mein dariyaa ke bahne ki"