ye gham phir se ubhartaa jaa rahaa hai — Amit Sharma Meet

"jab jazba ik baar jigar mein aataa hai phir sab apne aap hunar mein aataa hai sab ki zad mein ik meraa hi ghar hai kyaa roz nayaa ik patthar ghar mein aataa hai kal mere saae mein us ki shakl dikhi manzar aise pas-manzar mein aataa hai main tanhaa aataa huun mahfil mein yaaron baaqi har insaan lashkar mein aataa hai lahja us kaa har jaanib hai musallat yuun vo banda har baar khabar mein aataa hai dahshat us lamhe ki dil mein itni hai aksar hi vo lamha Dar mein aataa hai 'mit' sabhi kaa saath yahaan par detaa hai jo koi bhi biich safar mein aataa hai"

"na khuli aankhon se dahshat kaa nazaaraa dekhnaa jo hamaaraa hai use auron kaa hotaa dekhnaa ru-ba-ru us ko nazar bhar dekh bhi sakte nahin haae kitnaa dukh bharaa hai khud ko aisaa dekhnaa kyaa ajab saa rog binaai ko meri lag gayaa har kisi chehre mein bas us kaa hi chehra dekhnaa ishq mein pathraa chuki aankhon se hai mushkil bahut chaand ko Thahre hue paani mein chaltaa dekhnaa haae kyaa manzar-kashi ubhri hai is tasvir mein roti aankhon se kisi pyaase kaa dariyaa dekhnaa raat bhar bechainiyaan sone nahin detin mujhe aur din bhar raat ke hone kaa rasta dekhnaa maut ham se do qadam ke faasle par hai khaDi ab bahut dilchasp hogaa ye tamaashaa dekhnaa"

"yuun apne dil ko bahlaane lage hain lipaT kar khud ke hi shaane lage hain hamein to maut bhi aasaan nahin thi so ab zinda nazar aane lage hain udaasi is qadar haavi thi ham par ki khush hone pe itraane lage hain jo dekhi ik shikaari ki udaasi parinde lauT kar aane lage hain saliqe se lipaT kar paaon se ab ye gham zanjir pahnaane lage hain ghamon ki dhuup baDhti jaa rahi hai khushi ke phuul murjhaane lage hain faqat ab chand qadmon pe hai manzil magar ham hain ki sustaane lage hain"

"is miTTi ko aise khel khilaayaa ham ne khud ko roz bigaaDaa roz banaayaa ham ne jo sochaa thaa vo to ham se banaa nahin phir jo ban paayaa us se ji bahlaayaa ham ne gham ko phir se tanhaai ke saath mein mil kar hanste hanste baaton mein uljhaayaa ham ne naa-mumkin thaa is ko haasil karnaa phir bhi puuri shiddat se ye ishq nibhaayaa ham ne us ki yaadein bojh na ban jaaein saanson par so yaadon se apnaa dil dhaDkaayaa ham ne kah dete to shaayad achchhe ho jaate par khaamoshi se apnaa maraz baDhaayaa ham ne us kaa chehra dekh liyaa thaa ek dafa phir in aankhon se saalon qarz chukaayaa ham ne"

"duniyaa ko jab nazdiki se dekhaa hai tab samjhaa ye sab kuchh khel-tamaasha hai haathon ki do-chaar lakirein paDh kar vo mujh se bolaa aage sab kuchh achchhaa hai us se bas ik baar milaa par hairaan huun dil mein tab se ghar kar ke vo baiThaa hai kaaghaz par dil ki tasvir banaai jab us ne puchhaa ye kis shai kaa naqsha hai soch rahaa huun main is kaa saudaa kar duun us ki yaadon kaa jo dil mein malba hai donon pahlu mein hi haar chhipi is mein mere haathon mein ab ye jo sikka hai is khaatir main roz mashaqqat kartaa huun aasaani se kyaa haasil ho paataa hai jab qudrat ne thoDaa aaj navaazaa to saare mujh se puchhe hain tu kaisaa hai 'mit' yahaan apne to naam ke apne hain an-jaanon se rishta dil kaa gahraa hai"

"jism ko jiine ki aazaadi deti hain saansein har pal hi qurbaani deti hain raatein saari karvaT mein hi biit rahin yaadein bhi kitni bechaini deti hain jo raahein khud mein hi be-manzil si hon aisi raahein naakaami hi deti hain kaise bhi par mujh ko kuchh sapne to dein aankhein kyaa keval binaai deti hain 'mit' mujhe aksar raaton mein lagtaa hai ruhein mujh ko aavaazein si deti hain"

"phir khuun mein vahshat raqsaan hai tajdid sitam karne ke liye ik taaza zakhm ki khvaahish hai ik sadma kam karne ke liye ham din-bhar duniyaa-daari mein hans hans ke baatein karte hain phir saari raat pighalte hain ik ashk raqam karne ke liye vo vasl ki jis ne ham donon ko yaksar be-buniyaad kiyaa ab fursat hai aa mil baiThein us vasl kaa gham karne ke liye ik kaari zakhm ki chaahat ne kyaa kyaa na hamein gulzaar kiyaa ham kis kis se mansub hue ik hijr baham karne ke liye insaan ke jiine marne ke majburi ke mukhtaari ke ye saare khel zaruri hain taamir adam karne ke liye"

"chaand bhi khoyaa khoyaa saa hai taare bhi khvaabida hain aaj fazaa ke bojhal-pan se lahje bhi sanjida hain jaane kin kin logon se is dard ke kyaa kyaa rishte the hijr ki is aabaad saraa mein sab chehre naadida hain itne barson baad bhi donon kaise TuuT ke milte hain tu hai kitnaa saada-dil aur ham kitne pechida hain sun jaanaan ham tark-e-taalluq aur kisi din kar leinge aaj tujhe bhi ujlat si hai ham bhi kuchh ranjida hain kaanon mein ik sargoshi hai be-maani si sargoshi aankhon mein kuchh khvaab saje hain khvaab bhi umr-rasida hain ghar ki vo makhdush imaarat gir ke phir taamir hui ab aangan mein peD hain jitne saare shaakh burida hain is basti mein ek saDak hai jis se ham ko nafrat hai us ke niche pagDanDi hai jis ke ham girvida hain"

"raftagaan ki sadaa nahin main huun ye tiraa vaahima nahin main huun tere maazi ke saath dafn kahin meraa ik vaaqi'a nahin main huun kyaa milaa intihaa-pasandi se kyaa main tere sivaa nahin main huun ek muddat mein jaa ke mujh pe khulaa chaand hasrat-zada nahin main huun us ne mujh ko muhaal jaan liyaa main ye kahtaa rahaa nahin main huun main hi 'ujlat mein aa gayaa thaa idhar ye zamaana nayaa nahin main huun meri vahshat se Dar gae shaayad yaar baad-e-fanaa nahin main huun main tire saath rah gayaa huun kahin vaqt Thahraa huaa nahin main huun gaahe gaahe sukhan zaruri hai saamne aaina nahin main huun sarsari kyuun guzartaa hai mujh se ye miraa maajraa nahin main huun us ne puchhaa kahaan gayaa vo shakhs kyaa bataataa ki thaa nahin main huun ye kise dekhtaa hai mujh se udhar tere aage khalaa nahin main huun"

"dast-kash hon na mai-e-gul ke khush-aashaam abhi ki labaalab hain mah-o-mehr ke do-jaam abhi zehn mein saaqi hai mai-khaana hai hai jaam abhi hosh kahtaa huun ise hosh kaa kyaa kaam abhi mujh ko darkaar na hai kufr na islaam abhi sidhe sidhe hi chale aate hain paighaam abhi tu bhi baaqi tiri rahmat bhi hai baaqi saaqi rahne de hai mai-e-isyaan se baDaa kaam abhi khaal-o-gesu se hai ye silsila-e-raaz-o-niyaaz daana sad-daana ho ye daam ho sad-daam abhi ziist ke khvaab ki taabir abhi baaqi hai ibtidaa dekh chuke hai magar anjaam abhi rah-rav-e-ishq abhi duur hai mearaaj-e-habib rashk-e-manzil na huaa raah mein har gaam abhi zarra-zarra hai ik aatish-kada-e-nur kalim dekh agar tu na ho aatish-zada-e-baam abhi imtiyaaz-e-man-o-tu raaz-e-khafi hai lekin khaasgaan ke liye kahtaa huun sar-e-aam abhi aks ko zo'm hai be-misli-e-rang-o-bu kaa turfa ye hai ki muqaabil hai vo gulfaam abhi raaz-goi tiri 'aiman' hai gunaah-e-akbar maang le afv ki us kaa hai karam aam abhi"

"baad-e-shimaal chalne lagi ang ang mein lipTaa hai kaun mujh se ye patjhaD ke rang mein khvaahish ke kaarobaar se bachnaa muhaal hai utregaa tu bhi saath mire is surang mein main aandhiyon mein haath bhi pakDun tiraa to kyaa ik shaakh-e-be-siper huun havaaon ki jang mein 'raanjhaa' main 'ahd-e-nau kaa qabilon mein baT gayaa to 'hir' ban ke pi na saki zahr jhang mein garmaa sakin na chaahatein teraa kaThor jism har ek jal ke bujh gai tasvir sang mein aage 'musavvir' aag 'aqab mein hai ye sadaa pichhe na muD ke dekhnaa is dasht-e-sang mein"

"tifli piiri o naujavaani hech tiin din ki hai zindagaani hech umr-e-do-roza par ghamanD itnaa munimon ki hai lan-taraani hech raat thoDi hai aao pyaar karein subh ko hogi ye kahaani hech chaar din ki bahaar hai saari ye takabbur hai yaar-e-jaani hech dil ke haathon 'haqir' jhagDon mein meri guzri sadaa javaani hech"